So we'll I'm headed to school Sam decided she'd tag along as we have English first together
And let's just say my heart stopped for a second when she tries to casually mention what I was wearing.
"Uhm... are you going in looking like that? I mean not to judgment but uh-"
"HOLY SHIT!!! I have clothes in the back its fine, uh do you mind if I stop quickly?"
yes ladies and gents, I know right I'm sooooo smart. lucky I'm like a tiny bit of a beauty freak so I have some pretty nice clothes in back for emergencies like this.
There it is!! All black and absolutely fit makes its appearance in my hands after i spend five minutes in my trunk digging for it. A good outfit takes all your problems away.... Am I right or am I right?
"Dam last minute and you still look like a she devil, I must say I'm in need of a closet swap again soon."
(Internally rolling my eyes so far you can just see whites) "yea yea it's more like raid my shit and give me some stolen hoodie from one of your hookups."
"You know I love you bear bear."
Sam has this really weird nickname and I really despise it like.... REALLY HATE IT. Last year at one of the tennis practices we went to I ended up going home with a dude wearing the bear costume and the nick name has kind of sat with me since. Kinda worth it tho because underneath all that bear was a really fine piece of meat.
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English was always my favorite subject and you know since 'new year new me' I've decided to branch out and y'know speak to new people...(this is just me coming up with a lame excuse to find my hookup of the month btw)
I eye my first target... he looks new but just because I've met basically everyone it wouldn't be surprising that I've just never seen him before.
Just as I'm about to stop staring at the head of wavy black hair infront of me he's turns around and faces me directly... oh! my! lawd!
When I tell you this man is fine its me being lowkey...like if this man was a pastor at a church call me a Saint because he's all I would be worshipping..
"Excuse me! Are even listening to me, or are you too busy focusing on how much drool can come out of your mouth?"
Fuck
I was actually drooling.
How embarrassing
"Sorry when I see a slice of cake I just can't help it haha"
Realllll smooth.
"Hi, I'm bella nice to meet you." extending my hand to him.... if my voice was anymore girly I'm pretty sure I'd make myself gag
Ignoring my hand he simply says hi stands up and walks to the otherside of the room and sits down. Wow...rude much.
I hate to sound like 'that girl' but I've been rejected... okay that's a lie maybe once but that was in 7th grade and I'm pretty sure Adam is gay now
Still I don't like...and if this is the whole 'act like idgaf' attitude to lure me in... its working
Work hard, play hard
YOU ARE READING
he controls me
Teen Fiction*bella* I don't know if I will ever be normal again he's changed me and made me forget things, things I thought I would be haunted with till the day I die... maybe that's it... I died and was reborn into the woman I've once dreamed of becoming free...
