he controls me

maybe a tad too desperate?

It's been a week since my first day back and I'm slowly but surely making it my mission to get the attention of the black haired dweeb who doesn't want to show me any attention...

I must say it's a bit thrilling and I might actually stop with my weekend rundavus to keep all of my attention on my new project...

Mr I don't have a name, turns out to he in my business class aswell and it just so happens that we were placed in a group project together

Talk about meant to be am I right or am I right,  he didn't seem to like it but he doesn't really have a choice Mr. Soho said it wasn't up for discussion. So here I am waiting for Allister (totally super hot dude) to pitch up at the library...

He was supposed to get here at 8 and it's already 8:45 .

I know he's hot and all but this doesn't stop me from getting mad at him... this grade means alot to me, they all do and I'm not letting some incompetent hot dude ruin it for me, so I did what any sane person would've I started it by myself.

By 11pm I figured he wouldn't becoming which was fine as I was halfway through it anyways,  but still he'd be getting a free grade for this which I didn't like

"Hey! Hey, uh-"

"Don't even come up with some excuse it doesn't matter I'm already basically done anyways!!"

"It's not like that man! Just hear me out okay, I didn't mean to leave you hanging I was just busy-"

"Well you know what!? Not everyone is as care free as you okay.. one wrong doing changes the whole course of my future!"

How dare he come in here and act like I didn't just spend the past couple of hours slaving on a two man work load when I could be home right now with hot chocolate and movies...

"I'll make it up to you? Come let's go get dinner?"

"At 11:30 at night well tried buddy, but I have to get home. I have food waiting for me already."

Let's just say he didn't need anymore convincing he was out that door as fast as he came in, this is where I realized I had Sam drop me off at the library, so I kinda didn't have a lift back home... I was so going to regret this.

"HEY! Wait up!"

"Made up your mind princess?"

"IF I do go with you.... will you drop me off at home when we're done?"

"That won't be a problem, get on."

Get on? Get on.... GET ON! He has a motorcycle,  I'm going to die. I love you dad and mom...Sam you get to have all the clothes you want from my cupboard, and Snowy my beautiful doggy I love you endlessly.  Goodbye cruel world.

"I uh- do you have helmets?"

"Just take this one." Shoving a plain black helmet in my hand, it's so pretty like Matt black and there's a orange strip going around it like a halo.

Taking a big sigh and sending a quick prayer, I put the helmet on and climb on after him.

***

It's been a total of two weeks since the dinner fiasco, which was super awkward by the way so totally not even going to get into that, he has been coming over to mine and actually helping me with the project... nice so he is actually more than a pretty face, he doesn't hold good convo still and I'm trying to get any kind of information I can out of him as possible.

Today we've decided he would come over to my place again because Sam would be out with some dude and I'm really sick of driving up and down. What can I say I'm pretty lazy.

I haven't hooked up with someone in over 3 weeks (long live celibacy) and i officially I think I've had my fun in that sector for now, Mr hot head biker who is 15 minutes late, might I add has all of my attention

I decided I'm going to wear something still pretty but not like "look I'm trying to look petty" you know what I mean...tight but loose, pretty but something to just slap on?

I've kind of gotten to like Allister to be honest and my feelings are beyond just sleeping with him now, I know I've only known him for three weeks and we barely talk about anything besides school but it's true, I've kinda gotten obsessed with him... yea I might not be big in school but I'm big in the frat people outside...but he looks new and doesn't seem to realize that. I need him to like me, this not liking me thing is getting annoying and old FAST.

I need to get him to talk today otherwise in the next two days when the project is due we will stop speaking forever and I can't have that.

***

" okay I really don't know why you keep going over it, its as perfect as it's going to get ,can I leave now?"

Normally if a guy were this rude I'd let them leave, but Allister is different okay dont judge me ;3

"WAIT! Uhm I just think there's some things we need to fix yknow uhm... maybe tomorrow we could go to the coffee diner and just go over it one more time?"

"It doesn't need more fixing we could've handed this in 2 weeks ago already...can we please just finish it now?"

"Okay fine, I wasn't really asking because of the project... I just want to be friends yknow like amigos and I didn't know how to ask you."

If looks could kill right now I'd be 6ft under...he simply looked at me as if I had grown two heads and then burst out laughing... okay I get it...I do not really get in with the people he knows at college and the people I had slept with weren't all in our college but I didn't necessarily think I was ugly... so I took really big offense.

"And what do you find so amusing huh!?"

"You think me? As in me Allister Henning wants to hang around with you out of all people...look sweet heart you're not that bad on the eye... but only the desperate scoop that low." He carried on laughing well packing up his stuff and left.

"WELL I BET YOUR DICK IS SMALL ANYWAYS ASSHOLE!" I all but screamed as he carried on laughing leaving my house and slamming the door shut.