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- This story does include 2 different Hazel's
- One of them does have illnesses and another is healthy (I do hate the word 'normal')
- kinda two different worlds but same personality and person.
- She is cheerleader and super p...
So o I broke my leg and this was already third time during this year. Sometimes I do hate this hobby.
"Here are the results of the chest x-ray of Hazel Grace Lancaster"
I don't get it, why did they need to check my lungs when I did just hurt my leg? Also my parents found out that Augustus was in my bedroom and now they are super angry with me. They said that he is somewhere at here in hospital but they do not allow him to visit me. Really the last time I did saw him was one day ago.
Before I left the home he asked if I could stay with him, but I said that I need to go, cheerleading is one thing that you need to sacrifice your life to even if you don't want to. Now I do feel so bad that I did not ask what was wrong with him? What if it is something serious, what if something happened for him yesterday? Why I was so stupid.
Why am I so tired now, they did stop the morphine but still for the whole time I am about to fall asleep. I feel myself so ill but now one is not telling anything for me. The stupid chest x-ray I don't even know why they needed to do it. I just have been told that when they comatose me I did have those bad breathing problems.
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Like I said, hospital or mainly the ER is not the unknown place for me. This was third time at the surgery hall. And the last time doctors already said that the next time when your right leg will broke it will be the end of your Cheer-career. But I hope that they really did not mean that. Being Cheerleader is the only positive thing in my life at this time.
I know that Gus is cheating me with the Caroline but I have not said anything for him yet. I wanna hear that he does tell about it by himself. That will be the most bittersweet revenge for him. I have known this thing for three months now and still he has not said anything. It is like there would be something very badly wrong with his head.
I hate this mask I have to wear. I t has been at my faces since I lost my consciousness. I want go to the school, just because other cheerleaders are gonna spread those false news about my life and medical condition. You don't even know how evil person those beautiful girls are?! Behind those cheer uniform there are heartless evils who love to spread those false gossips. This is just the basic thing at the USA high school system.
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Now it is a week later. I am finally at home again. But the thing went just like I thought. Augustus did not visit at my hospital room. And my parents are so happy about it. I do honestly thing that we are gonna be breaking up soon, because this is not how relationship should be.
