Co-Exist {BTS hybrid AU}

Adoption v2

The car home was silent. So was dinner. It was in that moment I knew I had fucked up.

" If this is what paperwork means, sign me up!"

I pulled away from Yoongi, half startled at the sudden interference, and landing with a thump on the floor. In the doorway stood an angered SeokJin, hands on his hips with a half dazed Jungkook behind him, Namjoon seemed to be the only one who wasn't nearly as angered by the situation.

" Miss Min!" IU's heels clicked down the hall as she yelled, her appearance only making the situation more unnerving as she panted, hands on her knees as she stopped in the centre of the boys. " I'm so sorry Miss Min, Mr SeokJin said you was in trouble and they all sprinted off, I couldn't stop them."

Still in my half dazed state I glanced up at Yoongi, his eyes wide and a finger ghosting his lips, his eyes glazed over as if he wasn't present.

I too felt exactly like Yoongi, with every fibre of my being cursing me for committing such an act even after a promise it would never happen again. This time it felt different, like it was supposed to be.... Fated, if you will.

A cough startled me once more as I stood up, brushing myself off and facing the pack. The blood rushing to my cheeks as everything replayed in a loop in my mind.

" Ah, don't worry about that IU, they tend to be a little heavy handed sometimes. I am sure SeokJin had the best intentions but I can assure you I'm fine." I could feel the nervousness rise as I spoke, reassuring the woman to the best of my abilities, before quickly dismissing her back to work. I couldn't miss the flash of disturbance in SeokJins eyes as I spoke, the way his lips pulled into a tight line.

Even now, four hours later I couldn't pinpoint what exactly SeokJin was trying to portray. The look in his eyes felt so full of sadness, betrayal even, but it wouldn't make sense.

The table was quiet, the ticking of the clock being the only constant as the six boys pierced a hole into my head. The chicken on the plate seemed to echo my emotions in the moment, a cold, lifeless thing.

" Alright." I stood up, resting my palms on the table, and quite frankly sick of the looming bullshit. " Can one of you tell me why you're all acting salty?"

The table was silent, the sound of Jungkooks fork against the China being the only sufferable sound that answered my question.

" Guys come on. " Despite being on bed rest for almost two weeks I could feel the tiredness sink in. " If you guys had lasers I would've been dead since I got in the car, can you just tell me why you're so mad at me?"

Once again no answer. I exhaled sharply, pushing away the plate with a small 'thank you' and slowly shifting my way out towards the bedroom.
I didn't want to shower, I didn't want to remove the light makeup, so instead I clambered into bed, pulling the sheets under my chin and glared at the full glow-in-the-dark stars that had been on the ceiling since my kindergarten years.

I had no idea how long I had been staring at the faded colours, what I did know was that it had gone dark, the shallow muttering of conversation had ended long ago and I was finally alone to comprehend my thoughts.

Today had been an endless mistake, one that I couldn't quite deceiver was one for the good or one for the bad. It was just a mistake. Or was it? Of course it was, I clearly wasn't in my right mind.

" Are you awake?" Jimin's voice murmured into the purgatory of my thoughts, leading me to sit up slightly and gazing into the darkness to where he stood.

With a pat of the bed I saw his shadow inch closer, taking a seat by my legs, his head turning to face me.

" Everyone's asleep, I could hear you panicking and thought I'd check up on you." His hand circled my ankle gently, rubbing it almost relaxingly. A grin m'axes it's way to my lips, it had been a while since someone had visited me in my room, much less Jimin. " My brothers aren't happy with you."

His statement was clearly an understatement, I knew they were made at me. I just didn't know why. Sure I kissed Yoongi, but what did that have to do with them. It was a once in a lifetime thing, a spur of the moment if you will.

"And you?" I wasn't quite sure if I wanted know know the answer, but as he turned his head away to glance upon the moonlight, the soft smile on his lips. Maybe his answer wouldn't be that bad.

" I'm not quite sure." He hummed, shrugging his shoulder with a small chortle. I frowned, knowing full well he couldn't see my face but probably smell my confusion.  His answer was bad.

" Oh" I blinked, quickly returning under the covers at his answer. It was understandable I guess. At my sigh he removed his hand from my leg, turning to look down at me.  This time he was the one who exhaled.

" My instincts are mad at you for kissing someone who hurt you, that goes for the rest of my brothers, some more than others." His voice was hushed, his ears flat against his head, like he was revealing some big secret. " Yet a part of me understands why you did what you did, living with Yoongi, it was only bound to happen especially with the connection that you guys have."

" But why do they hate me?" My voice wavered as I let out a yawn, curling further under the blankets.

" Because as much as we hate to admit it, you make us complete." His words were soft, with no hint of deceiving me. I watched as his shadow leaned over me, his hand brushing my skin as his lips plastered onto my forehead. " It's because we love you, more than you'll ever know."

His actions made me feel warm inside, despite removing himself from my side and slowly exciting the room. Though my eyes were closed, they were heavy, and I could feel tonight will be the best nights sleep I'll ever have.