with time

ch 3

Slowly with time the phase of being dead, tear streaming everytime went away.  Now after two months beam can stand up .... Walk and also do his routine with a plastic smile plastered on his face but the hurt was still clearly screaming from his eyes...

There was a point when he thought now there is no way to continue his life anymore...  This thought of his made him to follow a voice which told him to stop everything now , which told him to just close the door of his bedroom from inside and ignore the world and he did that he ignored the knocking,  banging on the door and lay on his bed crying almost every time ...he continue  this for few days,   until after 4 days someone broke his door.....

All he remember is that,, it was his parents and friend and few scream near him  , the loud shaking voice of his mother ... The teary and broken face of Kit ,  next day he found himself in a hospital bed..

And he was told that he was severely  dehydrated and malnourished,  and is staying in hospital for a week... he promised his parents that he will take care of himself there,  after all he realise that there are still few people who are still here for him and hurting himself won't do anything to him but will hurt and bring more pain for his small family .....

He held himself.  And stood up again with a new life after making a promise to make forth feel what he felt but soon all the shit left his mind.... Revenge is nothing but a thing to remind yourself of the misery you felt  , so the best way he took was leaving everything behind and moving ahead with his life.....

Heartbreak is only the phase which will pass after some time... yeah it will take time a day , a week or a few months but for beam it will take  years or Never .... After all his relationship of years was something to cherish not cry on ,  but the betrayal he got was of Beyond any imagination ... His hearr and mind will never forgive forth for this ... The hurt of betrayal will never leave his heart but again the sweet memories of his with forth will never be forgotten by his heart....

Tears still fell from his eyes but this time they listen to him..  Not showing any time they want..  The memory still flatter his heart but that day still haunt him....

Far thousanda of mile away there was forth who was outside the most dangerous place of his whole world...

He was a mess ,  praying silently outside the operation theatre..   By just looking at him anyone can pitty
him...

It was all the happy days of his with  'her' in the starting ... It's all started when he  was still  in a relationship with beam but as soon as he broke up maybe it was beam's teara which ruined his whole happiness. .  Since last two months he is too living in hospital praying for her new baby's life....

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I will update tomorrow also...

Have you watched Kashmir files  ... ??

I watched it like 3 times in three days...

Please try to watch that movie and know our past.  ....