with time

ch5

It was none other than forth, his forth four .. His ex boyfriend,  when forth turned around his eyes were all black with no expression in them except the hurt...  Beam came back in his sense  when he felt warm arms around himself ... He was back in the one's familier embrace.  but there was something wrong in the person who is hugging him right now.... It was like everything is wrong in this tan person... suddenly forth left left Beam and fell on his knees..   Even forth was shaking, the very fragile forth claspped his hands together a d bowed to beam... Every one around them gasp ...no one have seen forth's Jaturaphoom frim last five years but still everyone knows him...  No one can believe that the youngest Jaturaphoom was begging someone.. forth who was recognised as the prince who never bowed to anyone ...  even  beam can't understand anything and still in his daze looked at forth who looks like he have lost his senses as he kept mumbling with his lifeless eyes.....

"doctor, doctor *hic*   ,please,  please please,  please save *hic *   please save my daughter,  she is the only one I have.    She is only one here for me...  Please please doctor,  they say that you are the most great,  greatest of all doctor,, please please *hic*  you are God. ..*hic*  you are the second God,  please save her doctor..  I can't live without her..  Never.. Please doctor save my child. ..my princess.. Please doctor. ..i beg you please *hic*  *hic*"

Beam's feet lead him to the girl who is still shivering inside the operation theatre where three nurses give wiping her body with cold water to let her body temperature cool down ...Beam's eyes trail the beautiful yet pale face of her which has same eyes shaped as Almonds ..  His eyes became teary thinking about so many things but right now the biggest challenge in front of him is this child who's shiver lessen a bit and little by little her body temperature  is getting cool down....

.beam went back, outside the operation room to find forth...

Who was still on his knees while mumbling those old words again...

Beam almost cried looking at forth like this.   

His heart could not believe what he is watching...

It was not the forth who was his boyfriend...

By the time now the whole Jaturaphoom family was there....

Beam felt a void in his heart and body when he saw all of them after six years....

But before they could reach forth,  forth saw beam and again stood up to plede him. ...

"doctor how is my princess..  Is she alright... Is she asking for me. .   Doctor how's see "   forth kept throwing questions on him.....

It hurt beam when he hear forth calling him doctor...

Dose forth not recognize him anymore??? 

.this question arise in Beam's mind which hurted more than anything...

But before beam could say anything forth's family came to him. ....

Mark, forth's dad tried to hug him but before this forth fell on the ground with a loud "thud" .....

His whole body unconscious,  this was the most horrific secen beam have ever seen......

His heart beat stopped for a good second Untill forth's father tried to pick him...

Beam went to help him and this is the first time after six years he made an eye contact with Mark...

But mark only recognize his presence with a small nod...

This time beam alone picked forth...

The man who uses to carry him in bridal style,  the man who's body could crush beam beneath him... But right now forth weigh nothing...

Beam could feel the ribs of forth's easily in his hand....

His heart clenched seeing the wrinkles in his ex boyfriend's face.. 

He just can't understand what happened....

What happened that they are like this...

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I almost forget to update today.  .

And  guys.  I will give neet examination next year so I have only one year to focus...

Let's see what will happen..

And please pray for me..

And give me best wishes...