The confusing things that come to the mind ✨

for u im alive

when you lie  what goes through your head ?
oh i wonder
i hate you so much
you don't fucking care
i needed you
why did you go ?
i was too much ?
always too much
i feel so much pain
it never goes away
did you love me ?
do they love me?
why do i always feel like everyone hates me
it's so hard but i still try cause what would mom think?
what would she do?
i can't leave her 
i'm all she has