The confusing things that come to the mind ✨

survive

sometimes I wish I could go back to the past and change everything , because then maybe things would be good and then maybe I wouldn't have lost friends and then maybe I wouldn't be the way I am. But I can't help but think what my life would be like now if I did , and there's just certain things I can't risk losing for things that have already happened . There's no use in wishing only hoping and I hope for a better future because this present is hella fucked up but I'm surviving