IZTIRAAR✔️

34.

Sidharth

" I ran Away From my home on the day of my marriage " She spoke after a minute and I looked at her shocked.

" Ran Away Matlab, Literal Ran Away" I asked shocked.
I knew for a change Shehnaaz could do this but she still loves her parents alot, I have seen her crying clutching their pictures in her hands at night but he never voiced it out.

" Ran away ka matlab bhaag gayi ghar se Sidharth " She spoke, Calm she was a just as a calm as the nature is before a storm.

" Kyun lekin "  I could not help but ask and she laughed a sad laughter this time. I could feel how broken she is. I just engulfed her in my arms and she rested her head on my biceps.

" Pyaar Sab kuch nhi hota Sidharth " She spoke and for the first time he felt she is just like the version he turned in these 5 years. The older Version of him was back just because of Shehnaaz he was aware.

Everyone needs someone who can get that side of you out which is there inside you or the actual you which you have caged inside you to never bring it out.

" Vedant and Me were happy, Very Happy The Superficial Happiness it was..... Immature thi so I didn't knew that I'm actually entering a trap called Love, Just like every girl out there mera bhi sapna tha to marry a man whom I love, And Mere case main I was given the choice only as Vedant, Vedant and My bond mattered a lot to me back then  , ab piche dekhti hoon na I laugh at my own self Sidharth " She chucked sadly and I just wanted to engulf her with me.
Cliche I know but I want all her sorrows to disappear suddenly.

" I ran away because I got to know ki jinko main dhundh rahi thi na voh mil gaye, the real parents of Aahnik, the one I signed the adoption papers for, only to get the biggest shock of my life Sidharth.....
They were some Ridhi and Aahan Sinha, Ridhi Sinha jiski photo maine Vedant ke phone main dekhi thi, very next day of when we took our relationship to the next level... I wasn't that sceptical girlfriend ki ladkiyon se baat mat karo and all that but seeing her in front of me took me to a point that changed my entire life in a blink. "

" Aahan Kahan Mila Shehnaaz " I couldn't help but ask because Aahan had been at his worst after he got to know the children he loved for almost a year weren't his blood, his wife was cheating him and he had been a fool all the while.
Aahan wasn't that strong to stand like a man and thus he does what no one can even think of, after Ridhi left with her son leaving behind Aadia Aahan was broken, he needed love, he knew Ridhi was at fault but he was ready to let it go for them, but Ridhi chose to walk away and Aahan wasn't in a state to handle himself, It was just because Sidharth adopted Aadia that he was satisfied that his daughter was safe, no matter what he loved them as his own he committed suicide.

Suicide! An act of Finishing one's own life leaving behind all those who loves the person to weep over but Aahan had no one to weep over him, just Sidharth and his Aadia who was merely 11 that time. Was Aahan To be blamed? Yes because he did suicide and wasn't that brave to accept life but should we actually term someone who does suicide as a coward! Who knows what that person went through, and for taking one's own life you should have a lot of courage....
Not supporting suicide or the one who does them but then it's not right to criticize them at every point.

" I never met him, kabhi nhi, Isliye hi toh jab uss din you took his name ek second ke liye bhi dimaag main nhi aaya that both Aahan and Ridhi are same. Ridhi died in a road accident in front of my eyes Sidharth, And I have seen Vedant breaking down in front of me as well when he got the news of Ridhi Dying in a road accident, Aaj sochti hoon na I feel kaisi Maa thi yaar, Uske khud ke the na ye dono bache, bachpan cheen liya yaar dono ka" She spoke and I sighed.