IZTIRAAR✔️

45.

Shehnaaz

" Aahhh " it was painful, exactly what I don't know but it was as if something was stabbing me right in my lower body.

" Are you Fine, can you feel something" I could hear a voice around me and I wondered if what I saw was a dream or was it a reality, was I dead Like actually DEAD .

Wait but I could feel pain, I don't guess dead people feel them , I opened my eyes slowly and it took me a minute to realise I was attached to the iv drip and there was actually this stabbing pain in my lower abdomen .

" Ahh " I shrieked out when I moved a little.

" Mam Please Relax, you are fine don't move " a nurse spoke and I closed my eyes feeling the stabbing pain.

" Mrs. Shehnaaz how are you feeling ? " I could see one doctor checking my file speaking to me and I tried understanding what exactly was I doing here.

" What am I doing here ? Sidharth... Is he here too ? " I asked trying to remember how did I exactly landed here.

" He is ! In the next room there " She spoke and I looked him sleeping on a bed through the glass window, He was attached to an iv too , were we in an accident , the reason maybe I saw that dream where Ridhi was calling me and talking to me, no I can't remember anything as of that.

All I could remember was the broken Sidharth, drunk in his house talking to Sanchi and this his bloodshot red eyes, tired of me and my actions and then falling unconscious myself

" I need to be there , with him I can't leave him like that , kya hua hai usse " I asked but the pain was something I couldn't handle .

" Mam the stiches are fresh , you need to relax, Sister push five of morphine " The doctor spoke and I saw nurse injecting me what ever she ordered.

" Why am I here ? " I asked again

" You had a miscarriage Mam, and we are sorry we had to remove one of your tubes because it ruptured, You still need to rest and I shall see you soon , you can ask her if you need something" the doctor spoke and it was as if something heavy fell on me, my hand involuntarily went down to my abdomen where I could feel a few fresh stiches.

" My baby " I spoke.

But then the realisation struck me , There was a baby and I couldn't hold it in me , I lost it even before I can even process it .

" Can you please take me in the next room, Sidharth, I need him , he needs me Too please " I spoke to the nurse, the injection she just gave me helped in easing My pain but there was a much more pain stabbing me right in my heart.

" Mam I am sorry , Sir is still unconscious and that room is a VIP room, I am afraid I cannot enter that room " the nurse spoke.

" Please , Please I need to go there " I cried .

" Mam please try to understand you cannot" She spoke.

" Shehnaaz" I was crying silently when that voice caught my attention.

" Ashu " I spoke elated to find him there, someone would be there who could tell me what has happened to him.