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Sidharth

8 hours !!!!!

8 fucking hours I am here with her still unconscious, I want to break everything that is in front of me because the agony I'm feeling right now is something I don't know how to explain in words....

I was going to be a father, Again !
But before I could absorb this happiness, my world stopped, this is a ruptured ectopic pregnancy, her fallopian tube ruptured due to the pressure of the growing foetus, this was what the doctor told me , the reason for her bleeding and I couldn't thank the almighty above for letting me be their that moment or this could have been fatal and as a consequence we cannot continue it, she was in the operation theatre for the past 4 hours and now when she is out of danger she still is unconscious.

" Sir The timings to meet are over , you need to wait outside " The nurse spoke and I sighed standing up, I was weak, maybe more than I could ever imagine me to be but then this is what it is !

" Can you please call me when she wakes up " I asked the nurse and sighed when she nodded , I kissed Shehnaaz's forehead one last time before moving out.

" Jeejz please let me know if she is fine"
" Jeejz Are you okay "
" I'm tensed please message me when she gets out of the OT "

And there were more messages from Sanchi, she just couldn't step out of the House because it is her wedding today, Parth is with her and I cannot be more thankful.

I sighed sitting on the bench outside her room, I was still covered with the blood and there were no more tears left in me , I never blamed anyone for what ever happened with me but I couldn't stop myself from feeling the agony within me this time.

" Sidharth " I heard my Dad calling me .

" You should not have been here Dad , the media is gonna make a scene out of nowhere now" I spoke, tired, I wanted to cry but not in front of him, he has always believed that men cannot cry, I need my mother beside me but I know she has to take care of the kids.

" You don't care about the media , Do you!" He spoke and I noticed the slight smirk at his face, he loves challenging me , this is something I discovered from the time I movwd back with him to the Singhania Mansion, he makes sure to keep that zeal of my life in me.

" I don't but it's about Shehnaaz and I cannot let her be in the news again " I spoke stressing the word again because I still remember the last time , in that stupid conference of him , how worried she was.

" I'm sorry " he whispered and I looked at him , I still have no energy to move.
I was there as if a storm crossed me , I know if Shehnaaz would have seen me like this I would be dead by now, she loves the handsome Me, the Happy version of me and not to lie this , The Sidharth I'm right now is someone I could not even recognise.

" For what " I asked.

" For everything I did, For not believing you back then, for supporting Nimisha , For being so blind that I failed to be a Dad you wanted Sidharth, I'm sorry " he confessed and I smiled , a slight smile on my face but I knew my father is not what he pretended all these years

" I am not angry Dad, I never was but ziddi hoon na, aapko dikhana tha , ki aapke paiso par aish karne ke saath saath , khud ke kadamo par khada hona jaanta hoon and with Aadia in my life I knew how difficult it is to be an ideal Dad, I just was not ready to believe that I'm not angry with you " I spoke and then I felt him hugging me, something I wanted all these years