♡it was me♡ // kazutora h.

♡it was me♡: chapter 10

CHIFUYU'S POV:

I greeted (y/n) and kazu, when they arrived.
"how's the trip (y/n)?" "It was fine!!" "oh..okay.."

Since kazu arrived at our home, I notice that something is odd about both of them. Like they already known each other?. Nah I won't be curious.

Earlier:

"matsuri? can you tell me about (y/n)?"

"oh okay, soo she told me to kept this secret to myself, since I can't resist you, cuz your too cute.", She said, as she cupped my cheeks, I chuckled. "just say it already." "Fine, well (y/n) has a boy bestfriend, she loves her so much, and now, she's finding him."
"really? Is that so."

She nod, as I stood up, and went to my room. I like (y/n) since I met her, but it seems like she never knoes my feelings, it hurts. Why not me? (Y/n)..

NOW:

I'm sitting with them right now, kazu is beside her, and matsuri is beside me. We were eating, matsuri broke the silence.

"ohh umm.. how's the trip guys??", she said as she sweat drop on her cheeks. "It was fine matsuri hehe", (y/n) response, I was the one who will go with (y/n) on the trip, but kazu already spoke. That he will come. I was jealous, cuz I think kazu will take her away from me..no.noo.i won't be thinking of this..no..

"umm fuyu? Is everything alright?", (Y/n) called my name, I nod, and stood up. And went to my room. I heard them talking.

"what's wrong with fuyu?", (Y/n) said.

"i dunoooo", matsuri respond, and shrugged her shoulders. I locked the door, and flopped on my bed. I really love her, but it seems I don't have a chance?.

I was there for her, I was there when she broke down, she was there for me, she was there for me at my hardest time, and Lord? I didn't deserve it? I didn't deserve an angel like her, she's different from others. She's like the INDIGO FLOWER. And I dont want to take her away from me.

I wanna be the one she love, not her boy bestfriend...gosh..im stupid. I should move on. But no..I can't let go..she's an angel..who light up my life. I have the hardest time, when my bestfriend died. She was there for me, and something stuff.

SHE
WAS
THERE
FOR
ME

SHE'S
DIFFERENT
FROM
OTHERS

SHE'S
LIKE
THE
.INDIGO FLOWER.

SOMEONE knock on my door, I heard her angel voice. "chifuyu? Is everything okay?"

"yeah yeah." "I don't think so, let me come in." "um (y/n) can you gave me space?" "Oh..ok.."

Footsteps were coming downstairs, I heard them talking. "he wants space.", I heard (y/n)'s tone was sad. I don't really meant to be rude. But I don't want her to worry about me. She'll say sorry if I tell her I like her. And her words will overthink me.

So not today. I'll tell her when the DAY has come.

It was already 2AM, I went to the rooftop, and saw her smoking. I went to her.

"can you light it up?" "Sure.", She replied, she light my cig.

"what happened to you fuyu? Is there something wrong?", She questioned me, I Shaked my head to left and right, she sigh, and hug me.

"I love you chifuyu."

Her words hurt me. That hurt me. I know she loves me but she never felt the same way, I did.

"I love you too (y/n)."

I response, she giggled, and kiss my cheek. She throw her cig away, and told me goodnight, and gave me goodnight kisses.

Her words hurt me. The i love you, hit me.

I really love her. I wanne be the one who makes her day. Not anyone, only me. But it seems god never let me do it.

It sucks.

I'm inlove with someone who loves someone.

"hey chifuyu? Are you okay?", Kazu spoke, and went beside me. "I'm fine." "Light my cig pls." "Fine HAHA", I said, as I light kazu's cigarette.

"so where's (y/n)?", He questioned me, "oh (y/n)? She went to her room 5 minutes ago." "Oh I see."

We continued to smoke, I can smell the love triangle here tho. But..if her boy bestfriend won't take care of her..I'll fucking kill him.

Kazu patted my shoulder. "hey? Dont overthink yourself, remember, I'm here, u can tell me everything about it.", He said, as I nod.

"I'm fine idiot HAHAHA.", I fake laugh. As he smiled, and throw his cig, and went to his room.

I leaned my elbows on the reilings.

when she moves, the way she glides across the room, just like an angel, I wish that I could see her one more time.

And when she moves, they way she glides across the room, just like an angel.

I hope that the universe will sent me you, in my next life. My angel. (Y/n).

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Author of the song:fra lippo Lippi

title: angel

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It's kazu's pov next chapter, be ready:3