The grief of a loved one

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One-shot summary: On the day of her brother's death anniversary, Frost goes through the grief of losing her rock all over again. Barry and Caitlin sit with her through it all. 

I have been on a charile Snow kick, even though he was just mentioned in the show. 

Someone send help. 

Today will mark four years my older brother Charlie Snow has died to save my life

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Today will mark four years my older brother Charlie Snow has died to save my life. 

I have lived to regret sneaking out of my room just to see Deathstorm for a few hours, ever since he died that day. 

Caitlin, Barry, and Iris keep telling me it's not my fault he died that he knew what he was doing. 

I was alone for the rest of my life after Charlie Died, Deathstorm left me for a few months to be with another girl, my parents never wanted me near them since they blame me for his death. 

Charlie was the only person I wanted back in my life, he was the only one who would actually listen to me. 

He would still be here if I wasn't so fucking dumb back then. 

I probably wouldn't be this ex-criminal metahuman, if Charlie was still alive to talk me out of doing dumb things. 

"Frost, Babe are you okay everyone's worried about you why did you run out of the cortex in tears," I heard the voice of my boyfriend Barry Allen ask from behind me. 

Ignoring Barry, I looked down at my hands to see the beer I was holding was now frozen solid.

My powers always act up when I'll angry or upset. 

"Leave me alone Barry please, I just want to be alone," I said voice slowly turning into a sob as I speak. 

I can hear Barry walk closer towards me, why won't he just fucking listen for once in his damn life. 

"Frost, please just talk to me," Barry whispered placing a confront hand on my shoulder. 

"Today marks four years since I lost my damn brother Flash, WHY CAN'T I GRIEF HIM IN FUCKING PEACE," I said elbowing him in the chest. 

Snapping out of my angry feelings, I quickly turned around to face my boyfriend as tears poured out of my eyes. 

Barry looked up at me holding his stomach in pain before he grabbed a hold of my right hand 

"It's okay to miss him frost, but you don't have to be alone today I'm here for you so is everyone else," He groaned out slowly rising from the ground. 

I began to shake my head backing away from him slowly placing my arms around myself.

"Everyone I love dies, and Charlie was the only one who actually loved me back" I whispered as I kept my distance from Barry.

Barry gave me a heartbroken expression as he slowly started to walk toward me again. 

"Frost, you're grieving right now, why don't I take you back to Caitlin so you guys can have sisterly time," Barry said trying to grab one of my hands. 

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