This is a heartstopper book.
Negative comments to yourself please.
⚠️Please be warned. This was made in 2022 and it is written rather poorly. Read at your own risk⚠️
Don't you just want to run away, ghost your friends, family and start a new life...
I never thought I'd actually do this. Writing in a diary seemed something unrealistic for me to do. I've been struggling recently to be honest. I had a breakdown in Tesco. How humiliating. Charlie (Charlie spring my brothers boyfriend) told me I should go to a therapy session with him or whatever it was. Geoff seemed nice. I never going again though. Nick (my brother) said it'd be good though. I just can't bring myself to do it. I'm writing this at 5am. I need something to do. I think I might vent in here too. We had a movie night last night! Me nick and charlie. Mum went work and my idiot of an older brother David was out with his girlfriend. I do feel like I don't see my brother nick much anymore. Charlie is always here or he's at Charlie's. They're always together. I think that's it to be honest. I really need some sleep. The sun is coming up :( I'll write tomorrow _______________________________________
The next morning (12:49)
"Morning mum," y/n smiled. "Where's nick?"
"He's gone out to the beach with Charlie honey" their mum replied softly, eating a sandwich.
"He said he'd hang out with me today..." they spoke, their voice cracking.
They pulled their phone out. An Instagram notification, Tao had posted a picture on Instagram.
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cfspring: Haha Tao. nicholaszzzzz: We are so cute you gotta admit the.xu.tao: well it's not funny its_elles_universe: I'm omw Tao the.xu.tao: Thank god. that.y/n: Wait since when we're yall at the beach :( darcytheegg: You guys forgot abt y/n? tara_jones_xo: y/n come over!! that.y/n: I'm fine dw :)
They sighed and went back to bed. They wished Nick would actually hang out with them for once. Ever since he got a boyfriend he's been really distant. Charlie notices their mental health sometimes. Y/n just wished Nick would. They thought maybe Charlie notices because of his own mental health and he knows what it's like. They fell asleep crying.
When they woke up it was 14:56. They heard laughing coming from the room next door. Y/N stood up and quickly got changed into a new outfit. They brushed their teeth and hair. "Hey Charlie!" Y/n said sitting on Nick's bed. "Hey Y/n! "he replied happily. "Nicks just gone to get some water" Charlie added. They both talked until Nick came in. "Y/n!" he exclaimed. "Hey" Y/n said coldly walking out. "What was that about?" Nick said. Charlie shrugged, "they seemed happy talking to me."
