The Nerd✓ (BWWM)

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What is beauty?

Slim waist, long hair, clear baby smooth skin, defined muscle mass, you can't be too fat, you can't be too skinny, if you have meat on your bones. It most be in "all the right places" if not, it's unappealing. It pain my heart to see female that unappreciative of their bodies, eating way too little, way too much, so insecure that they cry at night rethink about the time their pares told them that they shouldn't eat that.

The feeling of unwanted will slowly but surely creep in then the thought of ugliest comes along, even if they have the most beautiful eyes, small nose and prefect lips with a delightful shade of pink the thought of being ugly or disgusting will always be in the back of the mind.

Sigh. All because someone is projecting their insecurities unto another, unfair I tell you. The worse of it is when someone tell them that they are beautiful.. the lie of them being ugly as been in the mind so long that they start to believe and completely forget that perfect and beautiful is in imperfect.

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"God your so perfect Francine." I choked out feeling her warmth squeeze me. The thin coat of sweat made her body glow in the soft evening light coming through the window

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"I really appreciate it that you let me sit beside you, my feet hurts." She said, her voice was so soft and melodious. The type of voice a loving mother use while caring for their child. My heart swells and my palms got sweaty,  she looks so damn good. She wore her hair in long braids; that far pass her hips, but it was in a low ponytail. I couldn't tell if she had on any make up aside from the long lasses and lips glass that made her lips shine. Fuck, so pretty. She had on a white graphic t shirts with characters from cartoon network and black ripped jeans that slightly squeeze her figure beautifully along with a black and white sneakers. She had on a thin sliver chain and sliver hoop earrings.

God she smells so good
The moment she sat down the smell of crisp apple cinnamon pie invaded my entire system. Lord she as wide hips there's no space in between us as her thighs overflow into my side of the seat, pressing against me I could help but to look down at where our bodies met but somehow my eyes drifted off to her lap. This is the only reason why I would say those jeans were tight, because of the way her thighs pooled from the ripped area. Looks so soft , quickly averting my eyes I look back at her soft face.

Clearing my throat from the lack of moisture. "It's no problem ma'am" I mumbled looking in those big brown eyes that seems so twinkle after I spoke. A wide smile shortly followed that highlighted those chubby, dimpled cheeks.

"WOW.... I've never heard a white boy with such a deep voice before, that's so interesting." Interesting. She hummed with a nod, a deep blush quickly came that made my nose and ears burn deeply and she notice immediately. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to embarrass you or anything, I just find it fascinating and all.. you know most woman find such thing extremely attractive?"

I didn't even realized the question left my mouth until I saw the twinkle in her eyes again and her beautiful brown skin had a soft red undertone.

I've never seen a dark skin girl blush before, how gorgeous

"Do you?"
She shifted a bit before looking around the slightly full bus. Pushing up my glasses a bit I watch her reach up and twirl a loss braid between her pointer fingers and thumb, turning back to me with a soft smile she gave me a shape nod. I was burning up. A thin layer of sweat formed on my brows which I used my sleeve to wipe it off before the goddess Infront if me notice. It's so hot in here, damnit..