The Nerd✓ (BWWM)

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It's ok to be different

Ever since I was small I've been told to fit it with people, to care about other's opinion and believes, to be closed minded and blindly follow the instructions of man; if I don't, I'm labeled as disobedience.

This day, age and society I've been brought up in, people are not breed to be leaders. Only mindless slaves that receives minimum wage then complain but still do nothing about it. It's sickening and distrubing. Y'all got all this inspection from past leader and yet still men are still doing stupid shit and woman are just plain dumb, unmotivated hoes. But God bless the few that aren't and are out there trying their best to survive, receive comfort and happiness in this life

God bless the ones that dress different, the ones that are confused or in the closet, the ones that can't afford the latest line of name brand clothes, the one that wear glasses and have sick problem, the one with struggling body insecurities or bodly functions, the one that's sick all the time, the one that's hard working, the one that's reading this. You're different and that ok. If you can't fit in with what society stander and views then make your own circle where your comfortable and everyone around you is ok with you being you.

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"Open that pretty mouth of your and say it Mama. Fucking let me hear you say it!" She moaned loudly as my fingers rub against her g spot.

Pushing her neck up more into my palm I squeezed harder. Just the was she liked it.

"I'll never leave you Daddy, I swear! Until I die I'm your's and you're mine"

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That was a bad decision, worse one I've made in my life but I was so angry, not at her. Never, oh Lord I could never be mad at my goddess. I'm just so angry at the god awful situation.

Hypoventilating as i stubble towards the entrance of the school. My heart racing and my head spinning with the consequences of my previous action. Despite of my negative physical and mental state... My feet dragged and my head hang low with outmost shame. How could I!? Why must I be so stupid? My throat closed up, my harsh breathing stopped and I'm immediately lost in a state of panic. I can't think, I can't breath, I hurt the woman. I'm hot, so hot, so cold.

Feeling so lost, my head started to feel light. My joint feel so stiff yet so weak. The heavy bag fell off my shoulders with a "buff". My body felt light and I began to sway, grabbing my head with high hopes to stop the spinning and the slight pounding that's coming on. My hand braced on the side of the school. It feels so hot today.

Before I could comprehend what happened my body began fall forward everything went so slow yet so fast I felt the sweat cripping from off my forehead towards my cheek as the cold breeze swept across my face as gravity pulls me forward, face first towards the pavement of the side of the building. My intentions were to calm down by the large oak in front of the field but my Body would not cooperate with this time. High expectation that the pain will soon be near I prepared myself mentally in that split second moment to feel the dark asphalt dig into my skin but it didn't happen.

I did not expect that someone would be nearby to change these faith of events, my body weight down The soft one beneath mine and forced us to the ground roughly. A small "uff" was heard from under me as soon as we hit the hard ground. My head still spinning and pounding when my nose picked up the smell of apple cinnamon then I knew it was her.