"Yes or No?" Shigadabi NSFW Fanfiction

In Your Dreams, Ash-boy

Shigaraki threw his coat to the floor and closed his door shut. He slid his leather gloves over his hands and slid to the floor.
Toga peeked her head out her room and walked to Shigaraki.
"Shiggy? What's wrong?" She asked, bending down while her messy bun unraveled and dropped to her shoulders. Shigaraki just looked at her and started crying.

"D-dabi.." he sobbed, pulling Toga close and hugging her tightly. It took her by surprise and she hugged him back, even tighter. She shushed him and rocked side to side while he sobbed on her shoulder.
"Youre getting my shirt really wet.." she whispered to him. He sniffled and let her go before standing up to walk to his room.
"I.. cant. I mean.. I love him and.. he's gone now.." he muttered. Toga's eyes widened slightly and she teared up just a bit too. Shigaraki then ran to his room and slammed the door shut, quickly locking it.

He fell on his bed and cried as hard as he could, letting the memories of Dabi and his death flood his brain all over again.
"Fuck.. fuck... FUCK!" he screamed in his pillow, gripping it tightly and kicking his legs. He lifted his head and sniffled a little, looking around his room for a few seconds. He got up and ran to his closet, grabbing a bunch of clothes and a long pillowcase.

He sighed and dropped the items on his bed and grabbed his two sleeping pillows. He sat down and began stuffing the long pillow case with the pillows and clothing, wrapping a jacket on it then laying it at the head of his bed. He then laid next to it and cuddled close to it so he could get the feeling Dabi was still there with him.
It worked because only a minute later, Shigaraki had fallen dead asleep, not uttering anything but soft snores.

Then, something brushed his cheek, making him jolt up quickly. He looked at the pillows and clothing that had his Dabi replica and he looked around, thinking he may have accidentally knocked it on the floor.
He got up and peeked over the bed but because it was so dark, he couldnt tell if it was there or not.

It wasnt, so he started panicking quietly. Suddenly, a cold and familiar hand touched his arm. He looked to see who the person was, and his eyes lit up at the sight.
He smiled and scrambled to Dabi, tackling him and hugging him tightly.

"D-dabi-!! You.. you arent ashes...?? You're not.. dead...?" He asked, confused as to how Dabi was once again alive. Dabi just smiled and kissed Shigaraki.
"Me? Dead? Hah.. in your dreams, ash-boy.." he whispered before kissing him again and wrapping his arms around him.
Shigaraki kissed him back kicked his legs happily before stopping and admiring him.

"Are you.. real..?" he asked, resting a hand on his cheek and stroking it. Dabi stayed silent and just closed his eyes.
"I'm tired.." he mumbled. Shigaraki shook his head and stuttered, "Answer the question, Dabi." 
Dabi had fallen asleep already, so he couldnt answer the question. Shigaraki sighed and hesitantly laid his head on Dabi's chest, deciding to just go to sleep.
The night passed quickly, and Shigaraki woke up slowly.

"Mm.. Dabi..?" Shigaraki mumbled, lifting his head and looking around the room for Dabi. He wasn't there. In a panic, he bolted to his feet and stumbled over clothes to his door.
"Dabi-??" he said, confused and a bit scared. He pulled the door open and looked out, running out and around the villain's home for him.

He bumped into Twice who nearly dropped his morning coffee. "Whoa, calm down there ashy man.." he chuckled, walking down the hall to the kitchen. Shigaraki ran to Dabi's room and noticed it had been boarded up. His eyes widened and he stared at the wooden planks in despair.
He clenched his fists tightly and furrowed his brow angrily.

"I fuckin' know he's here.. I felt him.. I-i saw him..!" he mumbled, eyeing the planks one by one.

Suddenly, he lifted his hands and began ripping the planks from the door.