Broken Love - Broken Pieces

Ch.14-Labor?

"And right now it's killing me because I have to find someone else when all I wanted was you"

Charisma,

All my grades have been on point, and I can't be anymore thankful because without God none of it would've been possible. It's been hard and still is hard but with God on my side nothing is impossible. I'll admit it has been a while since I've gone to church and I think it's about that time I paid him a visit. So after a long hassle of everyone getting ready, Curtis,Músik,Carlos, Cyn, Rishad , Dre , my mother and I were ready. I even invited Casey she'd be meeting us there.

We all piled into Rishad's black escalade , Cyn took the front while we all got in where we could fit in. Rishad and Cyn had gotten back together and decided that there would be no more petty break ups between them. Which was long overdue because I knew Cyn never really wanted to let him go. Her love for him ran so deep it's just that her pride was a bitch along with his but surely enough they've always came running back to each other.

"Mommy I'm hungry & Sleepy" Dre complained over the music.

"Dè ga jou (do you) , you should've ate before we left instead playing that damn xbox" she spoke calmly while adjusting her suit making everyone giggle.

The ride there wasn't long for the most we got there on time. I was the last one to get out the car , Curtis had to help me out. As everyone waited on us. "Baby I can get out by myself" I whined , but he insisted that he helped me. After the small hassle, our fingers intertwined as we headed into God's temple.

It's like we were a squad and my mom was the leader by the way we walked in, I couldn't help giggle. Dre went to sit by one of his friends in his age group while the rest of us took our seats in the 3rd & 4th row as the choir began to sang "Never would've made it by Marvin Sapp" which immediately touched my soul.

Never would have made it
Never could have made it without You
I would have lost it all
But now I see how You were there for me
And I can say
Never would have made it
Never could have made it
Without You
I would have lost it all
But I now I see
How You were there for me
And I can say
I'm stronger, I'm wiser
I'm better, much better
When I look back
Over all You brought me through
I can see that You were the One
I held on to
And I never, never would have made it
(Never would have made it)
Oh, I never could have made it
(Never could have made it without You)
Oh, I would have lost it all
Oh, but now I see
How You were there for me

Tears streamed down my face as I sung my heart out, while lifting my hands up as I stood to my feet. I could feel his holy spirit, I needed to feel his presence.

Throughout the service, Royal would kick me making me sit down. King would make movements every now then, it's obvious he'd be calmer than Royal. During the sermon, Curtis would squeeze my hand every now and then. Pastor John, preached on the story of Jonas which led to obeying our parents. Personally I pray over my wound, because King & Royal will be my main priority along with school therefore I do hope they know that everything I've done & will do is for them.

After the Sunday service , we all greeted & hugged each-other. Everyone was surprised to hear I was having twins. I thought my mom told them already but I guess not. I guess she told the ones that were closer to her. Either way it didn't bother me. The younger children surrounded me as they asked a million questions as to how I have two babies in my stomach. The girls even asked can they be aunties , which made me smile.

"You ready to go baby" Curtis asked planting a kiss on my neck.

"Yeah, is everyone in the car already"

"Sorta , we're just waiting on you"

"Alright guys, say bye to babies King & Royal" I said using my inside voice Curtis laughed as they all said bye and after we headed to the car. When we were all set we left.

My phone had been vibrating endlessly in my clutch, and when I checked it had been messages from an Unknown number.

"It's Asia"

"I think you forgot that Curtis has another baby on the way"

"Your man needs to man up"

"Wait I mean , Our man I did suck his dick the other day & he loved it"

"I bet you were wondering why he was late when he had to pick you up"

"You should keep him on a tighter leash babygirl"

"Toodles Doll p.s your babyshower was fabulous"

...Breathe Charisma Breathe...

"Rishad can you pull over please" I breathed heavily.

"Of course, you okay " he asked looking up in the mirror, you could see the concern in his eyes as he pulled over. Miami's hot sun beamed against my skin as I got out, resting my forearm on the window.

"Baby you okay?" Curtis asked rubbing my back.

"Please get him away from me before I kill him" I spoke calmly.

"Babygirl talk to us" Cyn&Mùsik cooed.

I handed them my phone. My anger was boiling, I could feel the blood rushing to my head.

"Look at the unknown number" I directed.

"Can you give us some time please"

Cyn,Mùsik,Rishad,My mom & Dre all took a few steps back.

"So it's true huh" I laughed softly as I looked at this fool that stood before me; his apologetic eyes said it all.

"Yes, I let her suck my dick" He confessed.

"And when were you planning to tell me? You have this girl texting my phone .. Humiliating me once again" I didn't have the strength to yell & at this point if he came any closer I just might break down & try to kill him.

"Charisma, I am so sorry please you have to believe me baby"

I shook my head in disgust "You know, I did wonder why you were late when you were suppose to come get me from the law firm. "

You said "Bae I was caught up with some school work" I mimicked getting in his face. "You are such a liar" I screamed , slapping him in the face making his jaw flex.

"Oh you quiet now, huh" My mom & Rishad rushed over to us , as I punched his chest.

"Charisma bruh calm down it's not good for the twins" Rishad now pulling me into his embrace.

"Curtis I hate you ! I swear ! This here is over & done with " I yelled , trying to push Rishad off me.

"Baby you don't mean that" Curtis pleaded as my mom pulled on his arm.

"DON'T baby me, you're dead to me keep your stupid ass engagement ring, keep all your sorry ass promises, fuck you Curtis" my voice cracked as I yelled , taking off the ring & throwing it at him. Musik & Cyn now came rushing over to me trying to calm me down, but I couldn't.

"It hurts" I cried now sinking to the floor emotionally & physically I was now in pain. My abdominal area was now crowning & cramping.

"Call an ambulance" My mom instructed in panic.

"Get away from her & call a damn ambulance" My mom yelled at Curtis, sweat formed against my forehead. My body now feeling terribly weak, soon enough everything went pitch black as I heard the sirens wail.

"Dispatch we have a 19 year old pregnant woman who is carrying twins" was the last thing I heard as I was put on the stretcher.