Broken Love - Broken Pieces

-Ch.10'BrokenLove

Charisma,

I sat on the toilet in disbelief , the test read positive. I'd been having morning sickness lately, I brushed it off because I couldn't fathom being pregnant. This couldn't be, I'm suppose to be going to Atlanta , I have dreams of being a lawyer , opening my own nail salon. I couldn't be pregnant . . . No not me , Charisma. I took the 3rd pregnancy test and they all read positive. I looked in the mirror and couldn't even tell who I was anymore. My frustration turned into anger, I punched the mirror , repeatedly & screamed at the top of my lungs breaking out into tears.

"Why me God" I croaked out, I had nothing left to give. What was I going to tell this child, when he or she asked who their father was, the thought of that caused me to cry even harder.

"Charisma!" Dre'shawn and Curtis yelled in unison while knocking on the door.

"Please Guys just go" I screamed out.

I didn't want to speak to anyone but my mom, I needed her more than anything. My tears continued to fall. My heart hurt, this feeling was just the worst. Here I was Heartbroken, and now pregnant by someone who's name I didn't even know. Someone who took my purity with no remorse.

"Dre'Shawn I got this , go call your mom" I heard Curtis say.

"Charisma, Please open the door" Curtis pleaded.

I ignored it, I cried to the point where I sounded as If I was being beaten to death. Truth be told I rather have been beaten to death then in this fucked up situation.

"Charisma open the door!" Curtis yelled.

"No , Fuck you and everyone else" I cried out.

My emotions were just all over the place. After he left, I sat there for 10 minutes trying to pull myself together when in reality I couldn't the more I tried to the more I cried.

I turned my head towards the door, once I heard the door fly open and Curtis's tall body frame standing in front of me. "Please Curtis leave " I cried out.

"No" He said then picked me up. "I'M PREGNANT ! " I screamed hitting him with all my might. He seemed to be un phased. I screamed, kicked, and cried while he laid me on my bed. He got on the bed and held me tight and didn't say a word. I cried on his chest , my tears seeped through his white T shirt as he held me. I cried to the point where my eyes had gotten swollen and soon after I fell asleep.

Curtis,

I held Charisma in my arms as she slept. I could see the outline of her now dried tears. I honestly don't know how to feel. I love her so much without a doubt and seeing her in so much pain doesn't sit right with me. My phone vibrated , I ignored it the first four times but it just kept going. I finally answered , Charisma had her head on my chest and leg on my torso. I put the phone to my ear and looked at the ceiling.

"Speak" I said into a dull tone making sure to keep my voice down.

"Well damn, Hi to you too Curtis" Asia said, everything about her irritated me now, she was so needy and dependent on others like you're a grown woman get your shit together.

"Man, I'm busy right now what you want"

"I was just calling to tell you I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow and you need to be there" she said in a duh tone.

"Who you talking to like that? First off you hittin' up my line , don't get shit fucked up I don't need to do shit , you need to find out who the father of your baby is and stop blowing up my phone, You know I used a condom"

"Condoms Break Curtis " She yelled.

"I used a condom and pulled out! I'm not stupid when it comes to fucking hoes like you" I semi yelled.