Broken Love - Broken Pieces

~Chapter {1}

Charisma,

Well that was me 3 years ago. I am now 18 , graduated from Miramar high school with my G.P.A being a 3.6. I've been accepted into Spelman my dream college and a few other colleges. Spelman is in Atlanta,Georgia therfore that complicates my relationship and few other things but I've been told to follow my dreams. Before I continue on, let me put you guys up to date on what happened in those 3 years .

Flashback,

After my mom dropped me off the bell had already rung to go to homeroom. Even though I was familiar with the school , I had know clue where my homeroom was.

As I was walking , My phone was in my hand , I had my schedule on there already so I took a quick look at which room number my homeroom was in. My Best friend was running late therefore I was on my own.

Before I knew it, my phone flew out of my hand , hitting the tiled floor.

"What the hell , it's excuse me you bumped into me ! " I yelled picking my phone up.

"Walk faster next time or your wanna be bad ass wouldn't be bumped"

Standing before me, was Curtis the walking STD. Females literally threw themselves at him & I just couldn't see why. I mean he was handsome. I'll give him that because I must say a girl like me loved dark-skin boys . Curtis was what some would say/call a Rasta' he is from Kingston Jamaica. Standing at 6 feet , perfect pearly white teeth , dreads neatly done passing his shoulders at an inch or two and of course one of our schools star football players. Meaning his body was just right. He was a senior at the time. He wasn't tatted the only tattoo he had was on his neck but I had no clue what it said , I didn't care to know cause for one I couldn't stand his ass.

"Excuse me ? The only wanna be bad ass here is you , now I am going to continue to mind my business before I have a change heart to slap ya' stupid ass "

And with that , I adjusted my bag and continued walking not before mumbling "bitchass" loud enough so he can hear me.

That was Curtis and I back then. He would always find a way to bother me no matter what the circumstances were until one day he hit a nerve. I use to always have a sweater , jacket, button down, sweat shirt etc. anything long sleeved on. To cover my arms because like any human being I was going through things which caused me to cut myself. Once he pointed that out I lost it, he caught an ass whoppin' from me but not only from me my older brother also. But , that was back then . . .

Now Him and I , are together we've been together for 2 years. I remain loyal to him , because he showed me love, an indescribable love . Who would've thought Charisma and Curtis; together.

Growing up, My father was in my life but I was never daddy's little girl. I never knew what it felt like to be loved by a man , nor did I know how to handle it. My father never showed my mom affection or took her out so on and so forth. Therefore I never knew what a healthy relationship was . All I ever saw was the arguing, fighting, then acting like everything was fine in a day or two. When really things were just falling apart.

But, One thing my mom made sure that she instilled in me was purity. Yes, I am still a virgin. Not a half virgin a full virgin. In Today's time a man can tell a female he loves her and she automatically spreads her legs or hoes just giving it up for free.

But, I like to think of My body as a temple of God. No, I'm not perfect and I like to show a little skin, get loose once in a while but Until there is a ring on my finger or I feel like I'm ready to give up something I'll never get back then I will remain a virgin.

Curtis,

3 years ago , Charisma stepped into my life. Well at first not necessarily she couldn't stand me and I couldn't stand her. Her presence irritated me for some reason. She never threw herself at me. I guess , thats why she irritated me. I wanted her attention and she wouldn't give it to me. I would always get under her skin. The more angry she got the more I was satisfied.