"Would you dive to the bottom of the ocean for me ? Would you be a fool for your lady?"
Asia,
I've been going through this pregnancy alone while Curtis plays house with his little bitch. The audacity of some men, Recently I found out that we'd be having a little boy. I refuse to let him grow up fatherless. He shouldn't have to pay for Curtis's fucked up ways. I admit it's my fault for going after someone in a relationship but I'm just thankful that he agreed to meet up with me.
I waited at the table nearest to the window at Panèra bread sipping on my green tea. My nerves were bad, I was going to try my best to keep calm. I hadn't decided on what I was going to name him but trust it would be something grand and special. I couldn't help but smile at the thought of being a mother to a baby-boy. After scrolling through Twitter , in walked Curtis. It's funny how he caught mine & all the other females attention.
He had on white on white robin jeans , with white foam-posites that were multi colored at the bottom along with a plain white v-neck & gold rolex to tie everything together. His dreads were nicely done and hung low. He spotted me and didn't even smile as he took a seat in front of me.
"Wassup" he spoke first surprisingly.
"Nothing much, We both know what I wanted to meet up with you about" I cut straight to the point pulling out the ultrasound pictures from my coach purse. I laid them out one by one, as he stared intently.
Looking up at me his deep baritone voice filled my ears "You're pregnant with a boy".
"Wrong, I'm pregnant with our baby boy" I clarified.
"I used a condom & the dates wouldn't match up" he answered as a matter of fact.
"You are the only person I FUCKED! stop being pussy whipped by that bitch and realize you have another child on the way! " I yelled bringing attention to us.
He still looked un phased "Bullshit, now lower your fucking voice when your talking to me" he spoke venomously making my kitty purr.
A smile grew upon my lips if Curtis didn't want to believe that this baby was his I'd just fuck up his relationship again & force him to realize that I was carrying his baby. Slowly I ran my leg up against his making him move his automatically.
"Look I don't want to fight " I confessed.
"Just be there for me during this pregnancy & when he comes we'll immediately take a paternity test"
He nodded in agreement before getting up. I followed behind him as he exited.
"Can I get a ride home" I asked sincerely making him suck his teeth.
"I know you have a car why didn't you bring it " he questioned.
"It's in the shop , I made my homegirl drop me off & I told her you'd take me home"
"Whatever get in" he retorted unlocking the doors. We both slid in & put on our seat belts as he started the car. The bass boomed through the tinted windows as try me-Dej loaf played. He had the drivers seat a bit low as he drove off.
"...Are you in love with her" I asked turning down the music.
"Yes, she hold a nigga down" he spoke calmly.
All I truly ever wanted was someone to love me. I wanted a love so deep that the ocean would be jealous. I sighed.
"Kiss me" I firmly gripped my hand on his thigh making him swerve in another lane.
His jaw line flexed as he gritted his teeth "No the fuck get your hands off me"
I removed my hands & ask him to pull over, he did as told .
"Look I'm sorry .. I just want you Curtis just let me give you what Charisma can't" slowly I ran my fingers up & down his man hood.
"You're pregnant" he said dryly.
"Yeah but my mouth isn't" I quickly undid his zipper before he could protest & I went down on him. Thoroughly I played his balls as I bobbed my head up & down making sure to catch my spit.
"Shit " he mumbled sounding exasperated.
Charisma,
I'm officially ready to pop carrying twins is more of a work out without the actual work out. I've gained 80 pounds due to this pregnancy. I can't anymore , cute outfits were not in my vocabulary. When I go to the law firm I usually wear loose jumpsuits & dark colored sun dresses but today was my last day. I'd be going on my maternity leave. My due date was coming closer and closer & the names Curtis and I picked for our baby-boy is King Jeremiah Anderson & for our baby-girl it'll be Royal Graceè Anderson.
I smiled As I filed and set all of Kendrick's meetings & appointments before I left. "Aren't you glowing " Casey said interrupting my thoughts. I bit back my smile as I acknowledged her presence "I guess you can say that" I sang happily.
"I'm going to miss you" she confessed stepping into my office as she closed the door behind her.
"It's not like I'm falling off the face of the earth I'll just be gone for two months, besides you're always welcomed to hang out with Mùsik, Cyn, & I"
"True, If you weren't pregnant there's no doubt we'd be hitting the clubs" she said making me giggle.
"Of course, but I guess when the twins are born & I have everything under control we just might hit the clubs in south beach"
"Shit , Whenever you ready I'll be here but You have to promise to call me when your about drop these babies" she said holding out her pinky.
"I swear your my little baby" I wrapped my pinky around hers and we kissed our hands letting go then busted out laughing after.
"I gotta get back to work, call me when you get home" she leaned over planting a kiss on my forehead , I must admit Casey was beautiful & if I did decide to go that way it would be her.
After wrapping everything up I texted Curtis that I was ready and he could pick me up. A soft knock was placed on door "Come in" I stated, and in walked in Kendrick.
Rolling my eyes "I'm surprise you didn't barge in here like you always do" I muttered.
He smiled and adjusted his tie "I'm not a jerk all the time" he stated making me give him that nigga please look.
"Well what is it my fiancee is going to be picking me up soon" I looked over his well tailored suit before catching his gaze.
"Well I'm gonna miss bothering you , and seeing that beautiful face of yours" He admitted making me stare at him.
"You mean your gonna miss me working my butt off for you , taking your shit & it never being good enough for you" I corrected, making him chuckle.
"That's what you think?" He questioned.
"No, that's what I know" I said as a matter of fact.
"Well you're wrong, I do appreciate it I have you work your butt off because you do want to be an attorney. Babygirl, me testing you and pushing you is just my way of teaching you to work under pressure & to also learn to be a quick thinker & communicator. You have so much potential so excuse me for seeing nothing but the best in you along with being undeniably attracted to you, your loyalty to your man says a lot about you. Just know If you ever so happen to be single I'm coming for you" he said smoothly.
"P.S no one is taking your spot here baby-girl so enjoy your two months"
I stood there mesmerized as he closed the door behind him. A smile crept upon my face as I grabbed my purse then headed out to be greeted with flowers.
"Before you go Mr.Johnson wanted me to give these to you" ms.Ramirez stated.
The card read : From your asshole of a boss & to a Queen.
I caught him looking up from his desk through the glass window. My smile said it all, I blew him a kiss and waved before heading out the law firm to the parking lot.
No matter how much you hold a nigga down & try to up lift him as a king he'll still do you dirty - Yours Truly, Shanna
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