Duff's perceptive;
We all piled into my car and we started our journey. The journey that decided whether we may or may not fulfil our dream. I'm really nervous though. My hands trembling and i can't even focused on the road anymore, my mind flying everywhere else and my heart beating like a fucking drum I'm sure i looking like a Fucking moron right now. all the possibilities came to my mind and it choked my own thoughts. 'What if' been replaying my mind over and over my trance cut off by axl's yelling
"What the fuck duff watch-out you fucker" i hissed when he hit the back of my head i cursed under my breath i haven't any strength to argue or fight with him so i just ignored him not now for later....
I let out a shaky breath when we reached our destination or what else it called dammit......."Alright we are here" i announced without thinking twice cause i can't think anymore my head is hurting like a bitch.
"God! it's freezing man" steven whined lazily
"Let's get going then " Slash yelled enthusiastically while he make his way to the back-door. I can't quite understand that man how the hell he feels so relaxed while i trembling and worrying myself to death he's an real beast. we began to follow him like lost puppies it didn't get too long to find the backdoor cause we have come to here like thousand times in last few months. we slowly began to unpack our instruments and shits to get ready it's one hour early so i wish it would clam my damn nerves before i fucked up completely."Hey saul" bit little but absolutely sweet voice called behind us and i immediately turn around and met with her, my heart pound and i can't stop but starring at those blues. I know it's sound absolutely ridiculous being obsessed over a girl who i didn't even know a bit. but man that women drove me crazy almost every single day after I met her for the first time in my life.
"Hey Maria how're you doing hun " Slash exclaimed while hugging her
"Good, i see you're early " she beamed at us. I gladly returned cause what else i do more than that?
"Oh yeah" slash answered with a large grin"Well so come on it's good we can get to know you guys better i mean rest of you guys " she suggested while looking at us
"That's a great idea" axl immediately popped into the conversation. I can see it clearly axl always want to get her so badly. I'm not quite sure for what. Maybe for getting laid-out or whatever. God know that, what that fucker needed from her.We just follow her cause i really can't cared about any bullshit cause maybe it can cause for another panic attack or some horrible shit. I can't get a panic attack not here not or not now absolutely not infront of her.
God Fucking help me please!.......
And after a minute or so somehow we ended up in some booth in the corner or somewhere i already fucked up cause i can't even see clearly everything came as blur. Oh right that's it i want my bud right now. No one can Fucking clam me like it. So i just stand up straight. i was just about to leave to my surprise she asked me what i about to do.
"Where are you going" Maria asked me softly i don't know why this women become so concerned on me.
"Oh i just wanna take something to clear my mind" i simply stated. I can't say to her that i going to get drunken my ass off . Can i? it would be ridiculous"Mind if i joined" she asked cute. How the hell i say no? So as naturally i say yes. We excused ourselves by others and make our way outside of that busy mind Fucking damn mansion. After awhile We somehow managed to find a good place. We just stayed slient until one starts. As i thought she started first.
"So. Are you nervous?" She asked concerned it's written in her perfect face.
"Yeah" i just told her the truth i can't lie cause i clearly trembling like a Fucking idiot."Don't be" she said softly
Oh she can say. But it's hard and different for us we haven't any famous brothers so i just ignored it"No seriously don't be they don't gonna eat you or something either way i know you guys can make it cause you all are really talented" she exclaimed. She's right we can do this. I can do this nomatter how fucked up we are.
"Thank you for courage. Thank you for everything if you didn't do that we can't ever get a chance to at least just try and show them that we also can do this"
"Don't thank me thank yourself" she just said and offered me a really heart whelming smile. I think after this conversation my nerves being somewhat relaxed. And she again started her talking and i just listened cause it's clam me alot . Time flys and now I'm in middle of our concert. We already have played some of our originals and covers and currently we playing our newly finished song Sweet child o mine . It's axl's song and we have help him too. Anyway its a great song axl can always do some magic with his lyrics and can make absolutely amazing songs. I just nervously look at the audience for first time i guess they all having time of there life. I'm happy they love us and our music. I look at the manager guy well he looks like he's enjoying but god know what's their decision gonna be. Time pass and finally we've finished our gig. I just drunk half of my vodka bottle straightway. And i was about to finished when manager guy entered to our dressing room."Okay boys great job" he beamed and shake our hands. I saw Maria behind him and she smiled at me so happily. I think we've selected ohh don't flatter yourself idiot.
"well you all impressed us very much, I like your style it's unique and we saw people like it they really enjoyed it" we just stared at him cause actually we've no energy left , i guess...
"So i think you're selected" we all looked at each other in ave. " Well So c'mon show the world what you got!! " he said and i can't believe my ears we selected? Are we? Fuck yeah!!!! . We Fucking make it god yeah!!!! We just stared at each others and then decided to shares a group hug
Words can't say what i feeling right now it's beyond happiness. We make it! i make it !
Dammn!!!!!!!
Sorry for took ages :( i hope you like the new chapter. Well I have big idea in my mind to write a Bon jovi (cause it's my all time fave) full-time fanfiction but i need your thoughts guys. Im not gonna end this though, but i have to get some time cause my other buddy's busy too just like me. still learning isn't funny i hate it alot but same time i can't complained :(((( ......Anyway
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