I'm Broken (completed)

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despite them tending to my injuries and helping me recover. I was still eery and wouldn't let my guard down.  but every time one of them would come to my room they did nothing to me. I waited and waited for something but nothing came.

it's like they are toying with me.

this one who is really quiet he's come to check on me. he says nothing just checks on me gives me something to eat and then leaves me be while this woman  I think the scarred man called her Gemma. she'd come and helped me bathe, she got me some clothes and told me that I was free from that place I was before.

But I feel that she's part of this whole game and that soon the charades will be over and they will hurt me. like those men before had down when they made me feel I was safe and could trust them.

I think the main one who wants to do so is the quiet one. that's why none of the others have tried anything.

But I'm not gonna wait for them to do something. I want this done and over with, I'm not playing their game any longer.

When the quiet guy walked in he shut the door and said nothing just sat beside me.

it was a good fifteen minutes before I broke.

"What are you waiting for just do it and get it over with. I don't want to wait for it anymore just do it" I tell him

He looks at me still saying nothing.

"You want me to strip so it be easier. fine here you go" I say before I strip down and lay in the bed waiting for him to attack.

"get dressed," he says

"no cause I want this done and over with," I tell him

"get dressed I'm not gonna have sex with you, and you not content to it. I don't do that with women," he says making his way over to me.

"Just get it over with. this is me telling you do to it" I tell him

He shook his head and started dressing me.

"Why are you playing these games with me?" I asked

"I'm not playing no games with you." he says

"then why are you not taking me. I was laid bare for your pleasure yet you do nothing." I say

"I am sorry that you went through that. but I promise it won't happen again" he says

"How can you promise me that?" I asked

"cause if someone does that to you against your consent I'll kill them," he says

I started crying.

"I can't love anyone I don't know how. I'm broken and can't love" I tell him

"I never knew how to love anyone but my mother so we can learn together," he says

"why would you want me, after all, they done to me?" I asked

he wiped my face and had me look at him.

"cause everyone who's been broken and abused needs love. and though it will take some time I will be the one to love you and hope you'll be the one to love me" he says

I sniffled and cried as he held me.

"Just please do something end this game and charades," I tell him

"want me to do something?" he asked

"please" I pleaded

"Alright" he says

I say nothing as he had me fully look at him as he cupped my face before slowly leaning in and kissing me.

It felt so good yet different. I'm not used to soft touch or kissing I'm used to rough and demanding.

he pulled back a bit.

"There I did something," he says

"you kissed me as if you care" I stated

"Cause I do care" he replied

" I'm not perfect, I'm a huge mess with a whole lot of broken pieces," I tell him

"I am not perfect either but I will be there with you helping you pick up your pieces and mend you back together."

I sat there saying nothing as the tears dried up.

He creased my cheeks before softly kissing me again.

"Is this ok?" he asked

"I like it. it's different." I replied

He nodded his head

"good" he says

"No one will hurt me out there will they?" I asked

"No, I've claimed you as mine and we sons protect each other's women and family. It's what we do. we don't harm women or kids we protect them. mainly our own. so my brothers out there will not harm you. they will protect you." he says

I nodded my head before slowly wrapping my arms around him and holding him to me laying my head on his chest causing him to drop his hands from my face and hold me close.