I'm Broken (completed)

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I couldnt stop crying despite Gemma trying to get me to calm down so I could talk to her. I couldn't stop.

I could faintly hear the sound of the door opening and talking but nothing else as I bent my legs up and covered my face in my legs as I wrapped my around them.

"Hey..." 

when someone touched me I freaked out and jumped almost hitting Happy.

"its ok.. I'm right here no one is gonna hurt you" he says

I jumped into his arms and wrapped my arms around him crying into his shirt.

"I need you to calm down for me and tell me what happened" he says

I nodded my head and focused on claiming down. 

Ever so slowly I started calming down and stopped crying.

"there you go" he says 

"now look at me and tell me what had you crying?" he asked

I was about to freak out again. but Happy had me focus on him.

"calm on you can do this. breath and salm down before you cause your self to go in a panic attack" he says

"I'm sorry" I say

"its not your fault. something happened that got you like this" he says

"I don't know what his intentions was ,and I didn't want to let him do me like they had done" I say

"who? do what?" he asked

"I was sitting on the picnic tables looking around the place when I noticed people in here working. so I watched them." I started

"ok" he says letting me know he's following along.

"I didn't see or notice him around me. then he touched me and I freaked out, I jumped out of me seat and stumbled back. he told me it's alright ol' brown eyes wont hurt you. which I wasn't trusting him at all and I just got up took off. fell down scrapped myself causing myself to bleed but I kept running till I came in here and shut the door before I collapsed on the couch and cried." I finished

Happy looked from me to who ever was in this office with us.

"who is ol' brown eyes?" he asked

"don't know" someone replied

So Happy looked back at me and wiped the tears from my face.

"Can you describe him for me?" he asked

"Brown eyes,between your's and Filip's height, brownish red hair, not vest." I tell him

"Kutte" someone corrected

"thats not important right now Juice" someone says

"what was he wearing?" Happy asked

I described the outfit the guy was in to Happy before I started wiping my eyes and sniffling.

"stay right here with Gemma ok" he says

I nodded my head

He had me sit down before he walked out.

" you alright?" she asked

"I didn't trust him not to harm me like I those men before. I was so scared" I explained

"I understand darling. its nothing to feel embarrassed about

I nodded my head.

"can you tell me your name, now that your fully talking?" she asked

"Aesira" I replied

"that's a unique name," she says

"means brave and fighter" I replied

"and that's what you have been doing. so its suiting," she says

I nodded my head again before going silent as I sat there in the office with Gemma while she messed with the computer and files before her.