I'm Broken (completed)

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"Could you show me how to no longer be scared or live in fear?" I asked

He nudged my head and I pulled back and looked at him.

"Fear isn't something to be ashamed of having. it's useful. But I understand what you mean and it will take some time but I won't abandon you" he says

"thank you. and there will be an endless amount of time that I will jerk away from your touch or jerk away. which is just a natural reaction to dealing with what I had" I explained

"don't have to explain, I won't take it harshly or in a bad way," he says

I nodded my head.

"can I ask you to do something for me?" I asked

"what?" he asked

"can you show me what its like to be pleased in a soft manner and not painful or abusing?" I asked

"once you fully get use to my touch then I will" he says

"maybe that could help" I say

"We'll see then. in the meantime I've got to get back out there and work" he says

"can I come?" I asked

"sure," he says

we slipped off the bed and I trailed behind him not staying too far back but enough room that if he stopped short I'd have time to stop.

"Hello lassie, how are you feeling?" the scarred man asked

"I'm slowly living" I replied

"any pain?" he asked

"no. thank you" I replied

"I'm Chibs or Filip," he says

"thank you Filip" I replied

"Welcome," he says

"and thank you all for saving me that horrid night," I say to the others.

"welcome," some brunette haired man said as he stood next to Gemma.

Moving further into the place the blade headed guy who I never learned his name kept walking.

"Hey happy why don't you introduce us?" some blonde haired guy asked

I was a bit confused as who was happy.

The guy in front of me must had looked back and noticed my confused look cause he explained that his name is happy.

"Oh." I replied

He nodded his head and then took me around the room introducing me to everyone.

"you know Gemma and Chibs," he says

"yea" I replied

"Well this is Tig, Juice, Opie, Kip, Piney, JT, and Jax," he says pointing to each guy as he said their name.

"hi" I gave a slight wave

"Hello" they replied

"glad to see you up and about" the tall guy who Happy said was Opie replied

"Yea it's good to be outstretching the limbs" I replied

"yea no one likes kinks or any sore muscles," he says

I nodded in agreement. After a while, Happy showed me around the rest of the place before he told me he and some of the guys had to step into a room and it shouldn't be long till he came back that if I wanted to I could go outside and sit on the picnic tables or just sit in here.

I went outside for a bit while he and the others went into a room with double doors.

I watched people messing around what looked to be a auto garage so I watched them for a bit not noticing anyone approaching me.

When I was touched I jumped about of my seat and stumbled backward.

"sorry baby didn't mean to scare you only wanted to get to know you" some guy says

I shook my head as I managed to get up

"why not. ol' brown eyes won't hurt ya" he says as he started to approach me but I took off. I stumbled and scrapped myself, drawing some blood as I ran for the little room by the office and shut the door.

"Woah. what's wrong?" Gemma asked

I couldn't talk I just collapsed on the couch and cried.