For it is who I am

exhaust

hi again. i burnt my toast whilst editing this lol. its not so new not so old poem i wrote. enjoy :)

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i don't resent you

i pity you

i pity myself too for letting this go on for so long

push and pull

push and pull

you always managed to drive me insane

love and violence all in one

drip drip drip

that was your love

and i stood there as a thirsty dying man

the violence should've taken it all

but i saw you cry once and my arms were wide open one more time

when love came by i wished you could remain

unchanging in any way

but as soon as you pulled you pushed and once again

drip drip drip

i wanted it all

thought it was enough

i don't resent you

i pity you

i pity myself too for letting this go on for so long

were you ever really in love

tell me who taught you

push and pull

push and pull

someone must've driven you insane

but i'm too tired to care

to beaten down to try to understand

you will never let me go

i'm so done with this violence and love

can someone please let me know

how to run away

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i have so many poems i'm having trouble picking the ones to share. Do you guys write? Or do you just enjoy reading?