𝐌𝐄𝐀𝐍𝐓 𝐓𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 8.

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Y/N's POV

I collapsed on my couch, panting hard because I had a tiring jog earlier. I forgot to bring my water so I quickly went home after I jogged.

Kring! Kring! Kring-

"Hello? Lee Y/N speaking..."

"It's me, Irene..."

I swallowed thickly, "I-Irene unnie? Where... where did you get my number?"

"Just someone. We missed you so much, Y/N-ah." I didn't say anything.

"By any chance, can we meet right now? At the Moon Café?"

I took a deep sigh, maybe it's time to face them after leaving for 8 months.

"Sure, just wait for me there."

I ended up the call and hurriedly went upstairs. I entered my closet and grabbed black pair of jeans, a black shirt with a gray jacket. I'll also gonna wear a cap because I want to, duh. I grabbed my white Nike Air Force 1 and started to undress.

When I'm done preparing what I need to do, I grabbed my car keys and unplugged my phone. It's my other phone since I left my main one in my room since I don't want work to flood my mind again.

"Hey, unnie? I'm near the café. What seat are you sitting in?" I asked as I fix my Airpods in my left ear.

"We're in the VVIP room."

"Uhm okie. Who's with you?"

"You'll find out when you come here."

I just rolled my eyes before bidding goodbye and dropped the call. Why does she need to hide them from me? I just wanna know if it's our best friends or their friends.

"Good morning, Ms. Lee. Your friends are in the VVIP room." The manager said with a sweet smile. Now I think I can ask her how many are they in there.

"How many are they—"

"Yah Lee Y/N! Come here, you punk!" I was cut off when Lisa shouted from the outside of the VVIP room.

Fuck it! I mumbled mentally.

"Thanks, Miss." The manager just nodded before moving aside for me to enter.

"We were waiting for you for like an hour! Gosh, you're so slow!" I chuckled and pinched her cheeks.

"Y/N..."

Oh wow... haha... hahaha!

The woman that I've been wanting to forget is here. She's right here in front of me but her appearance changed. She looks more gorgeous, more attractive. But her smile...

Her smile remained the same.

"N-Nayeon... what are... what are you doing here?"

I felt breathless because of her presence. I feel like my oxygen got taken away, making my heart rings in my ear. My heart is beating fast because I'm seeing her again.

"Y/N... I'm sorry for what I've—"

"Irene unnie."

My eyes averted to Irene unnie as I felt tears in my eyes. I bit my inner cheeks and give her a questioning look. She just gave me an apologetic look and was about to speak before she could.

"Why?"

I got choked from my tears because I'm trying to hold them back. The pain she gave to me came back out of a sudden when I see her.

"Y/N, I thought—"

"You thought what? You thought I'm finally okay? You thought I moved on from what you did huh?" I gave her a hatred look. "I thought I'm okay too. I thought the pain you gave me is already enough but fuck, you're here again and giving me the pain that I cannot handle!" My tone raised, making her flinch.

"Don't shout at her, Y/N-ah..."

"Can you blame me, Lalisa?" Her eyes widened a bit when I called her name.

"Can you blame me huh? Can you all blame me?! She fucking hurt me! She fucking hurt me and left me with a fucking cheater—"

Slap!

My face tilted a bit when Jennie unnie's hand went on my cheek. I looked at her painfully, seeing her glaring at me while Nayeon cried behind her as Irene unnie console her.

"You're being insensitive, Lee Y/N. You left us, remember?! You left us all here!"

"Because I was with no one!" I yelled taking them back. "Fuck, you all went to her..." a sob left my lips.

"You're supposed to be my friends and be with me because I was fucking hurt too! It wasn't only her who was hurting, me too! But fuck, you all left me for her. For someone who fucking hurt me so much." I don't know how many curses I said but I don't care.

"Can't you remember, unnie? I told you that she hurt me that's why I got drunk and kissed someone else but heck, you didn't believe me." I clenched my jaw.

"You, Lisa. We were the best woman, right? How did it got broken? You left me alone. You fucking left me, crying in my house alone!"

I bit my lower lip and looked away to wipe my tears. This is why I'm scared to face them again. I'm scared to feel of being left alone again. We were supposed to be together all but they left me.

I got no one with me before but myself.

"Y/N..."

"I don't wanna hear anything." I stopped them as I faced them and smiled.

"You heard it from me already so I don't wanna hear anything from you. Thanks for all the years we've been through. And thanks for hurting me again." I turned around and opened the door, closing it with a loud sound as I went into my car.

"Yah Somi-ah!"

"Oi, my friend! What do you need?" I sighed.

"Let's drink and get wasted."

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