𝐌𝐄𝐀𝐍𝐓 𝐓𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 12.

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Y/N's POV

"Stay with me forever."

That's stayed up in my mind as we're sitting down on the bench. Silence are surrounding us and I didn't bother to break it since I don't have strength to do so.

After all, I've already said what I want to.

"You know when you left that night," she looked at me and smiled slightly, "I was so scared of what will happen to me. Of what will happen to you, of what will happen to us." My jaws clenched on what she've said.

"Why are you scared for?" I asked.

She smiled weakly, "I'm scared because I know what I did will be the end of us... of what we have." She looked down guiltily.

"I was impulsive that time. I was impulsive towards my actions, ending up hurting you that way. I kissed her... I kissed her and didn't thought that I already have you and... and that time, I lost the person that I love the most." She rambles but I know one thing she wants to say, and that is she was scared that I might leave her permanently.

"I'm so sorry, Y/N. I'm so, so, sorry." She sobbed as she pulled me close to her and buried her face in my neck.

"I'm sorry for hurting you a lot of times. I'm sorry for... for leaving you behind..." she sobbed and sobbed as I felt my shoulder getting wet.

I hesitantly raised my hand as it went down on her back. I stroked her back in comforting way as she sobbed and cried on my shoulder.

"Shh..." I hushed as I stroke her back, "it's... it's okay now, Nayeon-ah. You can let it all out..." I whispered when I felt a pinch on my chest.

After all, she's the only one who can make me feel like this. After all the pain, those cries and grief will easily go away when I feel her hugs again.

Once she tell me she loves me, I'll come home easily. I think that fact won't gonna change.

Her head raised as our eyes met. I fixed her glasses before wiping the tears on her cheeks. It hurts to see her like this but it more hurts to think that we're both hurting because of our mistakes—her mistakes.

"Y/N-ah..." she whispered, her eyes went down on my lips making me gulped. Her hand went to my cheek, cupping it softly as our eyes met again.

"Come back to me, love."

And there, the shine in her eyes are visible as she own my lips with her. Her hand still cupping my cheek as she kissed me passionately.

I could feel the gentleness and hesitation on the way she kisses me. It feels like she's scared that she might break me but her soft lips—her sweet, plump, soft, lips give me a nostalgic feeling.

She wrapped her arms around my neck when I finally gave in into her kiss. She pulled me close to her as she sucked my lower lip, nibbling it a bit.

(Nakakabitter sulatin 'to sa totoo lang:))

I pulled away when I'm out breath because I feel that she won't gonna let me go. Heavy breaths leave my mouth as I looked at her who's still staring at me with small smile.

"I missed you so much, love. Please don't leave me again. I'll do anything just... just don't leave me again." She whispered before pulling me into a hug.

I took a deep sigh before wrapping my arms around her waist. Here I am again, giving myself again to her. I'm being weak again because of her.

"Don't leave me again, Y/N-ah... please don't..." I heard her whispered in my arms, not to mention that's she's hugging tightly as if she's scared that I might go away.

I felt my heart beats fast again. It's the same way I feel whenever I'm with her and unfortunately, it's coming back again.

Those memories of us, hugging under the moonlight came back into my mind. I could feel her heartbeat as well on my chest.

Does she feel the same too? Can she feel my heartbeat?

"Tell me you won't gonna leave again please, I wanna hear you say it, Y/N. Even if it's not true... just say it, please..." she looked at me with pleading eyes.

She cupped my cheek, giving me a peck on my lips before looking at my eyes again. My heart is still beating fast because of what she did.

I smiled and hold her hand on my cheek, "I won't. I won't gonna leave you here again."

And there, I pulled her into a kiss and let my feelings took over me.

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(Y/N marupok.)