𝐌𝐄𝐀𝐍𝐓 𝐓𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 11.

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Y/N's POV

"I'm Lee Ji-Eun, nice to meet you all." Ji Eun said and I noticed that her eyes are at Nayeon.

"Who... who are you, Ji-Eun-ssi?"

Ji Eun smiled, "I'm Y/N's childhood friend."

Yup, we're childhood friends. Ever since the world begun, we became best friends.

Ji Eun was with me and Somi when we were in U.S. and surprisingly, she was a good company. I think she had told me before that she liked me but yeah, I don't know if she still do.

We have the same last name but we aren't connected to each other. I just know that his father and mine are good friends back then.

"Can we... can we talk to you, Y/N-ah? Just spare us even just a minute." Irene unnie gave me a pleading look. I also noticed that their eyes are a bit puffy as if they came from a heavy breakdown.

"What do you want to talk about? I already said that we have nothing to talk about—"

"We already knew." Lisa cut me off, giving me a serious look as I looked at them confusingly. "Knew what?"

"The reason why you left us. You... you've got depressed because of us..." Lisa mumbled as if she's scared of the words that will come out from her mouth.

I smiled slightly, for sure Somi is the one who told them that. I know that girl can't shut her mouth off but I still love her though.

"Is that all?"

All of them looked at me in confusion. I gave them a bored look as I took a glance on Nayeon who's staring at me with longing eyes.

"Is that all? Yes, I got depressed. I was broken and my parents took me away from here and asked Somi to be with me for a while and then, we got fond with each other. Is that what you want to hear from me?" I asked blankly.

"Y/N look, we regret everything. We feel remorse these past several months you were away. We felt remorse for not being on your side and for not comforting you that time. We're sorry, Y/N." Jennie bit her bottom lip to suppress her sob.

"What else?"

I don't feel anything right now but pain. They're bringing back the pain that I've been trying to forget. They're trying to break my walls again.

"What else are you sorry for?" I asked, "aren't you sorry for cheating on me, Nayeon?" I looked at her blankly, meeting her guilty eyes.

"Aren't you sorry for hurting me a lot of times?" I let out a dry laugh. "Oh I remember, of course you wouldn't feel sorry about it because you have them!" I pointed her friends.

"You have them with you." A tear left my eye but I wiped it harshly.

"You slapped into my face that between Nayeon and I, Nayeon is always been the victim. Heck, what about me who got fucking cheated on?! What about me who almost took her life because of this fucking bullshit?!" They flinched when I yelled.

"We're so sorry, Y/N. I know this is not enough but let us earn your trust again..."

"No,"

They looked at me with wide eyes, mouth went agape because of what I said.

"N-no? What do you mean by that?"

"You cannot earn my trust again. Maybe I could forgive you someday but the trust, heck you broke it a lot of times and I don't want to give that again." I firmly said as I clenched my fist from my behind.

It just hurts that they'll approach me right now as if nothing happened, as if they didn't left me behind. You can call me selfish for not giving them a chance but fuck, I gave a lot already.

"Can I... can I talk to you, Y/N?"

My eyes went to Nayeon who asked behind Jennie who move aside so I could see Nayeon. She's looking down as if it's the floor who she's talking to.

"Pardon?"

She looked up and nervously bit her bottom lip, "can we talk?" I looked at Ji Eun, asking if I should take a shot and she nodded and smiled.

Go now, I'll take care of them. That's what Ji Eun mouthed and gave a small nod. Y/N took a deep sigh before looking at Nayeon who has her fist clenched.

"Where do you want to talk?"

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"Why are we here?"

I asked as I looked around the old cabin I bought for us. Yup, I bought the cabin for us. It supposed to be our vacation house whenever we go through the forest which I owned as well.

It was from my grandmother but when she passed away, she gave it to me as a present along with this cabin that I bought because she didn't gave it to me.

I bought this from my grandfather because he wouldn't gonna give it to me but as time goes by, he gave me back my money and yeah, I got this cabin.

"It brings me back our memories. That's all I've got that reminds me of you."

Her voice, it's full of remorse and pain. I won't gonna blame her though, her feelings are valid. After all, it's her right to feel pain and remorse after what she did.

"Let's sit in there." She pointed the bench in front of the cabin where we always connect constellations in the skies.

It's her habit that I will always remember.

"Let's get to the point, Nayeon-ah. What do you want to talk about?" I impatiently asked because I don't wanna remember all the memories we built in this place. Although we have memories in different places, here in our cabin is the most.

She looked at me as I noticed her red eyes and nose, "stay with me for a while, Y/N. I just wanna feel your presence beside me again so please stay."

Her voice cracked and for sure, she's trying to hold back her tears and sob. She's easy to cry so I tried not to be mad at her before because seeing her cry is the last thing I wanted.

And now she's crying and hurting because of me.

"I know you hate me that much, but please stay with me for this night." She looked at me and grabbed my hand, holding it tightly and intertwined it with hers.

"Stay with me forever."

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