Finally Getting Soothed

Broken Wings

You stomp up the stairs, unlock your door and let yourself fall on the couch. With your face buried in your plushies you start bawling your eyes out. The tears won't stop. It feels like you have seas and seas of water in your body. How can life suddenly be so hard??
You just moved out and are having a harder time than you thought adjusting. And everyone in your life is asking so much from you. Your studies, your job, therapy, your family and your friends... And you want to give it all your hundred percent. Obviously, right? Isn't that the purpose of life that you're good at it and do your best? But it doesn't feel like you're good at it, it feels like you're a failure, a fucking loser at everything you try. That's why right now you're in your room which by the way you haven't cleaned in a while because you've been so busy and are crying and feel like you can't stop.
It's not like you hate life... but it does come close to that. You're just so overwhelmed by everything! How could you ever succeed at everything when there's so much! You're not Hermoine and don't have that time necklace thingy sadly. Although Hermoine does seem like a perfectionist herself. Your stomach begins to rumble and you get angry at yourself for not having bought food. There's just too much to think about... You get up, wash your face and get ready to go to.. well.. the macdonalds it is today.