Pranbir: His broken Angel

Part 45

Prachi's POV:
Laying on the bed, I was lost in my thoughts....
What should I do?
Should I go ahead or....
God, please help me! What to do?

These thoughts continued to run inside my head when I heard noises at the window. Sorry, sorry, new gate....
It wasn't hard to tell who it was. And in less than one minute, the culprit was standing right in front of me.

"You will never stop coming to my room like this."
Ranbir, with a little smirk:"well, I will once you shift into my room..."
I looked at him surprised while he just winked at me. Amusedly shaking my head, I shifted from my bed to the small swing. He also joined me there and sit besides me.

There weren't much space for the 2 of us in this. Did it get smaller?
Ranbir:"are we getting fat or this thing is getting smaller?"
Even I was thinking the same....
I shrugged and he immediately lifted my legs and placed in on his lap. Now it was better, we could sit properly but half of my body was across him. He didn't seem to mind though.
He lazily placed his hands on knees and said something.

Ranbir:"how did the session with the psychologist go? She told me she was going to try something new with you? Did she or she will wait till I am there?"

I looked at him nervously and couldn't meet his eyes. It was the first time without him and it was difficult because she made me say everything today....

Ranbir:"Prachi?"
"Hmm, it was not that easy... and plus she made tell her everything... everything that I felt and whatever happened... she told me that I had to let it out aloud once..."

I didn't look at him while speaking:"and I won't lie but it was very difficult and I cried there itself."
I felt his hands on mine as a comforting gesture. He softly started to rub my knuckles.
"But to be honest, i am kind of relief. Just like I was when I told you. So, I guessed it was good in a way..."

This time, I did look at him, it was truly the case and I wanted him to know that.
When I looked up, he had a small smile on his face.

Ranbir:"Pragya Aunty was with you right?"
I nodded:"for the first half yes..."
I saw how his eyebrows frowned as he was confused.

"That's the new thing she wanted to try. Half of the session, they were there but then she asked them to go out. The second half i was alone."

Ranbir:"and? What did you discuss with her?"
God, how do I tell him this now?

"Hmmm.... About you... and other family members. She asked if i was comfortable with everyone. That's it."
Ranbir:"that's it?"
"Hmm hmmm." And i nodded quickly.
God, please make him drop this topic... please...

Looks like God listened and fulfilled my wish on the spot as Ranbir did drop the subject.
Ranbir:"we will listen to what the psychologist says, okay?"
I looked at him and went back to my questioning: Should I?

Ranbir:"you should sleep."
I nodded and he stood up with me in his arms in bridal style. Well, it was an easy way since my legs were already across him.
I didn't argue with him about letting me down since I knew it was useless.

He brought me to the bed and carefully placed me there.
"Stay for a little bit."
I didn't want him to go...

Smilingly, he nodded and signed me to move in the middle and he laid in my previous position. Once he was there and comfortable, he pulled me to his chest. We were both silent, I could hear his rhythmic heartbeats.

Ranbir:"thank you..."
Hmmm...
I lifted my head to look at him confused. He also looked down at me and he noticed my confused looks.

Ranbir, smilingly:"thank you for the best date ever yesterday..."
Automatically, a smile came on my face as I recalled what happened yesterday.