Feelings for You

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My mind feels heavy-

My heart weary,

I'm tired.

So tired.

It seems as though

Each time I try to get through to you

There's a castle wall I'm unable to crack,

Resulting in being pushed away once more.

I try to be with you.

I want to be with you,

But I'm not sure if I'm even on your mind.

They're just friends.

I know, yet when I see you with them

My heart breaks just a little more each time.

With them, you laugh-

You mess around.

But with me,

It doesn't seem as carefree.

Sometimes,

I feel like you're ashamed of me.

Maybe I wasn't all I thought I was to you.

Maybe I'm just not for you.

Yet I hold onto an ounce of hope,

As my weary heart continues to fall,

My mind filled with thoughts that jitter about;

All that I know is even when you're with someone else,

My aching soul will continue to love you. 

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