My mind feels heavy-
My heart weary,
I'm tired.
So tired.
It seems as though
Each time I try to get through to you
There's a castle wall I'm unable to crack,
Resulting in being pushed away once more.
I try to be with you.
I want to be with you,
But I'm not sure if I'm even on your mind.
They're just friends.
I know, yet when I see you with them
My heart breaks just a little more each time.
With them, you laugh-
You mess around.
But with me,
It doesn't seem as carefree.
Sometimes,
I feel like you're ashamed of me.
Maybe I wasn't all I thought I was to you.
Maybe I'm just not for you.
Yet I hold onto an ounce of hope,
As my weary heart continues to fall,
My mind filled with thoughts that jitter about;
All that I know is even when you're with someone else,
My aching soul will continue to love you.
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Decalcomania
PoetryThis book is a compilation of poems that anyone who wishes to read can. There are themes of love, stories, and beauty that can be found within each poem. Anyone and everyone can read these poems if they need something to relate to or just pick up af...