I called, but you never answered {Joseph Morgan}

🌺Reality, Insta🌺

{A/N~ In the next few chapters there will be talk about suicide and will have suicide actions. I highly suggest that if you don't wanna read then don't, I totally understand. If you do read then beware, I will put some warning ⚠️ signs when it's beginning and ending.

Also, if you're struggling with suicidal thoughts, just know that you aren't alone and taking your life is never the answer. If any of you wanna talk, I'm here along with other people in the world who would love to help you through this. You are special and you are a brilliant human being, don't take your life...live it!!

Enjoy the rest of the book❤️❤️}

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I pace around the hospital as I listen to the lasts words Joseph told me, before the accident. 'I don't need to hear nothing else from you.' It's like an echo in the back of my head, I can't stop hearing it and I wish that I wasn't the reason behind all of this. 'I don't need to hear nothing else from you.' If it wasn't for me, I wouldn't have pushed him over the edge. 'I don't need to hear nothing else from you.' If I would've tried to get him to understand what I was going through more, then we wouldn't be here. 'I don't need to hear nothing else from you.' If I wouldn't have taken away his first child without telling him then he would okay. 'I don't need to hear nothing else from you.' If I would've never went out with Jensen then all of this could've been avoided. 'I don't need to hear nothing else from you.' HOW COULD I BE SO STUPID!!!

"VICTORIA!!" I snap out of my head as I look up at my sister. I look around at the others and they watch me with concern. "Are you okay?"

"What makes you think I'm not okay?" I ask in a mumble and she sighs as she holds my hands.

"I'm your twin sister, I sorta feel your pain." She pulls me in her arms and brings me to sit down. "Joseph will be fine."

"It's all my fault..."

"Don't, don't even think about finishing that sentence. Joseph was being selfish and only thinking about his self."

"But it was OUR baby Phoebe!! Not just mines, OURS!! I had no right to do that without him." I get up and start pacing again and she comes to stop me by grabbing my shoulders.

"Yes, but it's not like you didn't tell him ahead of time. You told him how you were feeling!! You told him that you didn't think that now was a good time for a baby and you told him that you were having depression problems. The Joseph we all know from back then would've never let you go through all of this alone and he would've helped you better than how he is now. You're not to blame Victoria, yes it was his baby as well but, you're the one who wasn't feeling okay, you're the one who had to wake up from a coma just to learn about a baby you didn't want at the time. Just please stop blaming yourself for worrying about your mental state."

I don't know how to feel about what my sister just said but, no matter what anyone tells me...this will always be my fault. "The family for Joesph Morgan?" We all stand and face the doctor. "Wow, he have a lot of people who care about him."

"Can you please tell me what's going on? Is he okay?" I asked worriedly with tears in my eyes.

"Joseph is just fine, he does have broken arm and a few bruises on his body but, every thing seem to be okay with him." I sigh with relief as I sit down and take a breath. I'm happy that it's not worser that it already is, I don't know what I would've done if the results were....let's not even talk about it.

"Thank you doctor, can we go and seen him?" I asked and she nods her head before walking away.

"Let Victoria go in first, if he's up they have a lot of things to talk about." Claire tells the others before coming over and giving me a hug. I smile at her and hug back, before heading into Joesph room.