I called, but you never answered {Joseph Morgan}

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~Victorias POV~

After eating my food, thanks to my new friend Mark, I decided to just try and sleep most of my problems away. For the pass three days I've been here in New Orleans, for some reason the French Quarter is where I feel calm. Maaybe because, this is where I met the love of my life, or maybe I just miss work.

I do miss my friends and family....and Joseph. I miss him more than I miss my sister, I let this serious situation in our life get to me and I feel so stupid. I'm suppose be strong and giving people a piece of my mind. Not being a scared girl who runs from her problems, instead of facing it straight ahead.

As I lay here crying, and feeling bad about myself, I hear a knock on the door. I thought that maybe it was someone playing a joke so, I stayed in bed. I then hear the knock again and groan as I get out the bed. "Mark if that's you and you're back to kidnap me, can you do it tomorrow?" I open the door and gasp when I see that it's Paul, Daniel, Claire, and my sister.

"Now who in the hell would wanna kidnap you?" Daniel says jokingly and I just stare at all of them shocked, Mark is a traitor.

"What are you doing here?" I asked as I stare between all of them. I already have enough problems, I don't need them adding more to my plate.

"What are we doing here?" Phoebe ask very angrily as she steps in the room and I back away. Having a angry twin is like being mad at your self....and when I'm mad with myself it's never good. "First you run out of the hospital, then you post this long ass paragraph on Instagram about how everything was your fault and that you just wanted to kill your self, then you disappear for three days and don't tell anyone, then we find out from a very weird gas station employee that you were here and you was acting off with cuts on your arm!!!! THAT IS WHAT WE ARE DOING HERE, VICTORIA!!!!"

I yelp as I trip backwards on the bed and Phoebe pulls up my sleeves and revels my scars. "PHOEBE!!!" She gasp and covers her mouth as she moves back. I quickly cover them up and go to stand by the door. "I think all of you need just leave me alone."

"Tori....we know that you blame yourself for everything that happened but,...." Claire starts but I cut her off by starting to laugh.

"You really think that any of you can change my mind about what I did to Joseph? It's my fault that Joseph is in the hospital, it's my fault that I put myself in a coma, it's my fault that the world hates me for what I've done to my baby." Right now I'm in tears. I hate feeling this way, I hate feeling the world crashing down on me. I don't know what to do anymore, ending it all is the only logical explanation.

"You're right, Tori." Paul says as he walks closer. "We may not be able to change your mind...but he can."

I look at him confused then turn around and gasp. "Hello love."  I start crying like crazy as I see the man I love standing in front of me. It seems so unreal, that he's actually standing in front of me. "Come here."

I rush into his arms and hugs him tightly and he groans a bit. "Oh my god, Joseph I'm sorry for everything and I wish that none of this happened..."

"Victoria!" He grabs my face and stares in my eyes. "The past doesn't matter any more, it's all about our future and what we can do to fix it." He kisses my forehead and I stay in his arms. "We we're both to blame on our down falls, so only we together can fix our uprise."

"I feel so bad for all the pain I caused....for what I did to myself and to you."

"You didn't tell me to keep drinking, that was my choice...Victoria I am nothing without you. The moment you stepped into my life, I know that you were the one I wanted to spend every last breath with. You're the girl I love Victoria, and you're the only girl that is allowed to cause me pain." I lean into his touch and smile through my tears. "Let's get you home."