I called, but you never answered {Joseph Morgan}

🌺Reality, Insta, Private🌺

{A/N....Before I start this chapter, I want most you to know that there's a chapter I posted and most people have read it, but others never got the notification. So, before recent my authors note, there's a "Reality, Insta" chapter that I posted recently. So, if you never seen it you should probably go back to understand why certain things are happening in this chapter. Thank you and HAPPY READINGS🌺🥳}

Claire is dancing around on my coffee table while drinking wine out of the bottle. She's suppose to be here making me feel better, but instead I just want to kick her off the table and hopefully I cause her break at least 20 bones in her body. "YOU CAN BE A SWEET DREAMMMM OR A BEAUTIFUL NIGHTMARE!!! EITHER WAY I, DON'T WANNA WAKE UP FROM YOU!!" She sangs out and I groan and sip on my apple juice. I miss having fun like that, and getting drunk, and especially having sex with Joseph.

"Claire please, cut it off." I groan out as I sit up from the couch. I love me some Beyoncé, but I'm pregnant and can't drink the way I want to.

She giggles at my position and turns down the music. "You should be happy that you're not in this house alone." She sits next to me and place the wine bottle on the table.

"Of course I'm happy, I just." I sigh and cuddle up with a pillow. "This is my first pregnancy and I feel weird. Joseph is talking about moving in together and being married, then I just woke up from a coma and I just....Claire I feel like all of this is being thrown at me." I hate to admit this but, I feel overwhelmed. It's not like I do want to marry Joseph and have his kids, but...I'm not sure if I was ready for this right now.

"How long have you been feeling like this?" She ask with a frown as she rubs my back.

"Since Joseph mentioned marriage, before he headed to work today." Claire goes quiet and I get up from the couch. "I didn't mean to throw my problems onto you."

"Victoria no." She grabs my hand and pulls me back down. "You're my best friend, and I would hate myself if I sat here and be mad just because you aren't happy with your life." I smile kindly at her and she hugs me. "I'm glad that you told me, Tori, but, I think that you should talk to Joesph."

I pull away from the hug and shake my head with a fast pace. "Absolutely not, if I tell Joseph he's going to think that I don't love him."

Claire looks at me shockingly and cross her arms. "Victoria, everyone knows how much Joesph loves you. The entire world knows how much Joseph loves you, and if you're feeling as if things are moving to fast, you have to let him know before he goes to buy a ring or something."

I sigh and bring my knees to my chest. Claire is right, I want to talk to Joseph about how I'm feeling but, what if I'm already to late. What if Jomo already bought the ring, and already picked the house. I don't know what to think about at the moment but, I just need to talk to Joseph soon.

"I think I need to take my mind off of this." I get up and head to the kitchen, and of course Claire followed behind me.

"I have the perfect idea." I look over at her and she's smirking. Claire and her ideas are never legal.

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