I called, but you never answered {Joseph Morgan}

🌺Reality Smut🌺

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It's been a year since everything went down and I'm so happy that my life has gotten back on track. Joesph and I may seem happy on the outside but, things have been different on the inside. Like him wanting me not to hang out with boys and he doesn't want me staying out pass 11, and it's just to much sometimes.

I love Joseph, and I'm beyond happy with the fact that's he's all sober up and he's nearly done with his AA group. Sometimes I do feel like I'm trapped in a relationship with this man that I feel like I use to know, but everything is so different. I feel like, maybe he's scared that if I do stay out pass 11 then it means that I'm fucking some guy.

I wish that he would trust me, I wish that he would see that girl that he met so long ago. Joesph and I been through so much together and I just wish that he would listen to me and understand that I'm never going to hurt him like that!! Well, what else could I do to change his mind? I have no idea myself, but I hope that one day he just understands that, I'm ready to have his kid and to be his wife.

Last year I wasn't ready, last year was a down hill tragedy for me and I know that I wasn't ready. Claire is pregnant again and watching her and her husband go through this makes me ready, it makes me want to actually try and I want to try with Joesph. I just need to find a way to tell him that.

I walked up the steps and unlocks my door. "Have a great night!!" Nate yells from his car and I wave at him as I walk inside. Tonight with the guys was amazing, we had dinner, went to a few clubs and had a few drinks.

I was feeling amazing, I felt free and I felt like how I use to a long time ago. Just me and some friends hanging out and catching up, even though I'm going to see them at work tomorrow.

Jomo and I now share a house and soon as I walk in, I jump when the dark living becomes filled with light. I clutch my chest and let out a deep breath. "God Joesph, you scared me."

"I told you to be home before 11." We both look at the clock and it's 2:30 in the morning. Wow, I didn't think the guys and I had that much fun. "It's been nearly 6 hours, Victoria."

"Can we please not argue about something that is pointless. I went out with some friends and we let time slip away, I don't see the big problem." I take off my heels as I go up the stairs to our bedroom and he quickly gets up to follow behind me.

Joesph and I also have very stupid arguments sometimes...well all the time. "I don't care who you were with!!! If I want you home at a certain time then you be here, also I don't know what's going on with you, Chris, Nate, and DS but, I want it to stop!!"

"Are you kidding me right now!!! I'm so tired of this Joesph I really am!!! I can't have one night to myself!!" Here comes another argument that I am not ready for, I just want to eat this food that I bought home from the restaurant and go take a nice hot shower, but no. "Can we please not argue about something so stupid!!! I'm not going to stop hanging with my FRIENDS, just because it hurts your feelings!!"

"When did we fall so low!? One minute I'm looking and talking to the girl I met under the craft table then the next I feel as if I'm talking to a stranger!!"

"Wow, Jo." I scoff and walk away from him.

He follows behind me and grabs a hold of my arm, forcing me to look back at him. "DON'T WALK AWAY FROM ME!!"

"I SHOULD'VE WALKED AWAY FROM YOU AGES AGO!!!" Wow, that reminds me of that one Caroline and Klaus scene. The silence is so loud as we stare into each other eyes, and just like that he grabs my throat and kisses me deeply. I don't know where this built up tension came from, but I don't even care right now. All I know is that he's about to fuck the shit out of me. He pinned me against the door, the handle pressed into my spine, hands wrapped around my throat. "Maybe you need to remind me about the girl under the craft table."