Friends? They're family

Let's Begin

So, 3 teenagers, 1 school filled with students they hate, and teachers who can go fuck themselves. I mean we don't hate EVERYONE but we can only tolerate about 30 kids, which I can't tell is normal or we're just totally abnormal. Either way, we find ourselves hating the school more and more. Well at least I do, and M barely tolerates it while G can go frolic and pick daisies.

There was a lot more of us to begin with, but every clique starts off big until that one domino goes down. We're the last 3 dominoes who survived the crave for popularity which none of us care for. I think it's all pure pressure and obviously none of us care for it. Why is it that every teenager begs to be 'normal' and 'fit in', there is no point. There is no 'normal' nor 'fitting in', everyone is different. I know you'll blend better with other people but it is not blending when you change into a person to be 'popular'.

Why do they desire 'popularity', I've never understood this. Do you get a medal or something, like what the fuck? Now changing your entire personality to fit in with them is disgusting. You left your true friends who would be the one to jump a bullet for you to the person pulling the trigger. No matter how hard I try to hate her I can't because once upon a time we were best friends, and thought we always would be. A part of you deep down inside thinks she's still in there but I'm writing this now seeing she's not coming back. I'll always miss the friendship we had, but never again will I miss you. You are not the same, and I know people change but you do not throw your friends away changing.

I am considered the mean one of the 3 of us, and it's true. I do not believe someone deserves kindness unless they show it. You break my trust once it's gone and all respect gone and now I'll be a complete bitch. I have so many walls built up it looks like your worst fucking nightmare, and those who are willing to break walls to help me are worth keeping. M and G are my ride or die, and I'll always have a place for them in my heart because they are my first real best friends. I will never forget what it's like to have someone care so much about you that isn't blood. We are the friends who are so full of dreams and plan to mark them off the bucket list.

G wants to go to Coachella, and honestly it would be the best experience with them. We are so idiotic together and forget about our worries and never stop laughing. M wants to go to London, and G and I will work on our accents. I want to be able to say ''I traveled the world with my best friends and got arrested a couple of times for being idiots'' to my kids. I want us to go to Orlando for spring break and go to disneyworld. See I may be satan sometimes but I actually have a heart when it comes to my friends.

This was my rant tonight, and maybe next time it will be less random, opps.

- A

(Now wait for an update to find out who A is) ((Hahaha PLL joke for you G))