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Awkward turtles

Alright as teenagers we will overcome and go through the most awkward situations just because we are so awkward about ourselves.

Awkward ; adj : lacking skill or dexterity

I have no skill and have no fucking clue what dexterity means but I'm guessing I don't have that either. I'm not as awkward as M, she is much worse in situations. See my problem is if an attractive person is around I do not know how to act normal. It has gotten pretty bad, to the point where I can barely get out a sentence.

So today was the big fight, and of course my father wants to go watch the fights. I mean I do too, just not anywhere where I'll be an awkward turtle. Then again I'm am awkward turtle wherever I go.

We get there and my dads friend has a really pretty son, and is my age. It's just like 😳😍 your pretty and I can't make eye contact with you. I've gone to his football games, go to his families parties since my dad is such good friends with his mom. Yet I barely get out "hi" and "bye" each time I see him. Oh an the occasional "no thank you". That only adds up to 5 words, awkwarddddd.

Any who today was a little different because I actually got to talk. Like woo-hoo, be proud of me. Then he was like "hey want to go play ping-pong" and I'm like 'holy fuck, A don't say something stupid' I think.
"Um sure. But I'll probably be terrible."
When we go play we actually have a conversation, about high school, and football and yada yada.

To my awkwardest time of the night 😁. Alright so we were all in his living room watching the before fights to the main event and I was on a chair next to the couch because I'm just so awkward. Then he patted the spot next to him "want to sit here" and my fucking fear took over, and I said no thank you! Like wtf ?!? I could have say next to the pretty person, but nooooo I had to be an awkward turtle. I regret it so much it's not even remotely funny.
Such an amazing thing to be awkward -.-

-A