Jasmine's POV
5 days.
5 days since I last saw Isac .
5 days since I left my damn hotel room .
I got up and propelled myself to the mini fridge under the TV , and grabbed out a water bottle .
I caught sight of my reflection and shuddered . My eyes were puffy and red and there were dark circles around them . My blue hair had suddenly turned dull and I knew what I had to do .
I wondered how Isac was doing .
"Stop thinking about him , " I muttered to myself .
But how could I ? All I can remember is his chocolate brown eyes drawing me in each tine I looked into them , the way his sand colored flopped all over his face , those kissable lips talking about random nonsense .
"Fuck it ," I screamed .
I punched the wall next to me and ran into the bathroom .
I threw everything to the floor trying to find the one thing I knew would make me feel better . I emptied out all my make up bag and still couldn't find it .
"come on , where is it ," I said pulling out more of my cupboards .
Then i found something even better .
I looked down at the bottle in my hand and blinked back the tears .
"You can end your pointless life right now , Just put the pill in ," I said in my head .
I emptied out the content of the pill bottle and stared at it .
I took a deep breath and let the tears fall down .
No one needed me
No one loves me
The one person that made me happy and better had enough of me .
What's the point anymore
I flung my head back and shoved the pills down my throat .
I felt my legs give in as I collapsed onto the floor of the bathroom . Everything was blurry and spinning around . I tried getting up but ended up collapsing again . My eyes finally gave in and the burning sensation in my throat got bigger .
I closed my eyes .
This was it .
Isac's POV
"You're a dick Isac , " Danu said looking at me .
"What the fuck man ?" I asked confused .
"You sit here playing video games , whilst Jas hasn't come out her room in about a week ," He said pausing the game .
I felt my heart sink at the mention of her name .
"No comment , " I replied unpausing the game .
"You really are a jerk !" Julia called out .
"what the hell ! If you guys are so friendly , why the hell have you not tried to get her out ? " I asked pissed .
"Maybe because she hasn't us dumbass !" Danu replied .
"You're the worst boyfriend a girl could get Isac !" Noora said looking at me .
"she's right," I heard a voice call out .
"Dad?" I called it looking behind me .
"You should of tried to fix this !" Dad said taking the controller out of my hand .
"What you mean now !?!" I asked .
"Yes now !" He said back .
I got up from the couch and walked out the room .
"it's not all my fault , " I muttered to myself .
I replayed the argument that had ended it all , I realized just how shallow and selfish I was.
"You know you're lucky I haven't killed you yet ," Alex called out behind me .
"look Alex..."I started .
"Cut the bullshit Isac , you broke her in a way she hasn't been hurt before ," He said shaking his head . "you know exactly what happened in her past , I would be surprised if she took you back ," .
The rest of the walk to jasmines' room was in silence .
I was nervous and scared , I wondered if she was doing ok , my heart was beating harder and faster as we approached her room .
"Jas..." I said knocking on her door .
She didn't answer .
"Jas.. " Alex called out knocking harder .
Again silence .
"JASMINE !" I called put getting worried .
Nothing but silence .
" Alex go get my dad ! NOW ," I said pulling out her spare key .
I unlocked the door and ran into her suite .
The lights were all off , her empty unmade bed was surrounded by tissues .
Everything was silent .
Suddenly I heard a crash coming from the bathroom .
I ran into it and felt my legs getting numb .
"Jas?" I whispered .
I flung myself onto the ground and scooped her into my arms .
Her body was cold but she was still breathing a little .
" jasmine , babe , wake up please , I'm so sorry , " I said my voice cracking .
I pulled her closer and started crying harder .
This was all my fault .......
Heyyy
I've been studying like crazy for test week and so far it's going great .
My plan is to try finish this book by the summer holidays , so if i end up writing a sequel then i have ages to finish it , but I'm not sure about a sequel anyways .
Anyways hope you enjoy
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Countdown - Isac Elliot
Fanfiction"When that timer hits zero , your whole life will change "
