Countdown - Isac Elliot

Chapter 22 - 71 days. 15 hours. 19 minutes. 02 seconds.

Isac's POV

Jasmine.
Jasmine.
Jasmine.

The one thing running across my empty mind .

"Isac ?" Julia said coming closer to me .

I turned away and looked at the floor .

"Ikke ?" I heard her call again .

Pain shot through my heart as I remembered all the times Jasmine called me ikke .

"Don't. Call. Me. That. " I croaked out .
"I'm sorry ," I heard her say .

I let the tears fall down my cheeks again . The wall that I had built up , suddenly came crashing down .

"It's all my fault ," I cried out .
"No ," Julia said hugging me .

I let my head fall onto her shoulder and let myself cry harder .

"If I hadn't been a jerk, she wouldn't of taken the pills and ..." I started saying .
"It's not your fault ," Julia said letting tears fall onto her pale face .

I thought about her lifeless body laying on the hospital bed . The moment she fell back down onto the bed kept playing in my head .

I shivered as I felt another wave of regret wash over me .

"Your going to be ok ," she said .

"Mr lunden? " the doctor call out .

I looked up and prayed again .

Prayed that she would wake up and look at me with those blue eyes .

"You can go in now ," he added .

I jumped up and ran past everyone and into her room .

I looked at all the machines hooked up to her . The mask on her petite face , having to help her .

If she was awake right now she would be shivering and shuddering .

I smiled.

Jasmine hated hospitals more than anything .

I let my smile drop .

I was the reason that she was in the hospital .

I slowly walked towards the bed .

I sat down on the chair next to the bed .

She looked like an angel . She looked amazing and took my breath away . Her hair was spewed across the bed , making the room looking brighter .

But nothing could take away the dullness in my life .

"Babe ," I took a deep breath .
"I miss you ."
"I miss that smile , that laugh , the way your eyes would light up when you saw something you liked ."
"I miss your lips on mine . The way your hand would reach out for my neck , the way your lips were so soft against mine ,"
"I love you ," the tears started rolling down my cheeks again .
"I love all your insecurities , I love your untameable hair , your sarcasm ,"
"I know I messed up ," I said reaching out for her pale , lifeless hand .
"I know what I did was wrong , but baby this is hell ,"
"I feel like I'm dying slowly ,"
"You have to wake up ,"
"You need go wake up . "
"Without you there's no me ," I said bring her hand to my lip .
"Wake up ." I mumbled against her hand .
"Wake up now ," I pleaded .

I closed my eyes and held her hand tightly against my lips .

"Please , Please ,Please ," I muttered softly .

I reached out and touched her cold cheek . I softly dragged my finger to her lip and circled it . I sent it down further and touched her cheekbones .

I let out a little sob and broke down .

I buried my head into her chest , still holding her hand .

"Wake up , wake up Jasmine ," I cried out .

I felt someone put their hand on my shoulder .

I started crying even harder .

"I'm so sorry ," I mumbled again .

I knew everyone else was in the room now .

She stayed absolutely still . No movement , not even a twitch .

Nothing

"I"m tired ," Julia crocked out .
"So tierd ," Noora mumbled out .
"Lay down in my empty bed ," Danu sang his voice shaking .
"And I just don't know how to be alone ," Alex sang sniffing.

I got up slowly and looked behind me .

They were singing her faverioute song . The song she was always singing and humming. I felt my stomach clench together as I remembered .

5 worried looking people were crying and sniffing . The boys were trying to stay strong . The two girls were clinging onto each other , tears pouring down their faces.

"This fire , this fire ," lasse sniffed .
"Burnt letters and a Brocken pen ," Julia and Noora sang together .
"Cause I just don't know how to be alone ," the boys sniffed together .

They all walked closer to her bed and stood around it.

"Cause every time I do , it leads me back to you ," I sang steadying my voice .

I got up and walked towards them .

"I need you , you know me
I don't give love out everyday
Believe me ," we sang together looking at her .

I looked down at the limp , place girl lying in a coma .

I was still trying to get my head wrapped around the fact that ...

Jasmine porter was in a coma .

Heyyyy

She didn't die !
But she's not awake .
She's in a coma .

The song they sing is called burnt letters by Taylor Henderson (song in media)

I wonder what's going to happen to her.

Byeee xxxx