☽Sun and Moon☼

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"Did you do the homework yet" Alex asked making Ayla turn to her confused.

"There was homework? fuck" she said sighing and looking down.

"You've been forgetting a lot lately Ayla you haven't turned in any homework for like a week now" Alex said just making Ayla more panicked.

"Thanks caption obvious" Emilia said.

"Maybe it's because that stupid boy is distracting you" Emilia continued.

"No, it's not and don't call him stupid" Ayla said.

"Don't call him stupid? Don't tell me you like him because you know exactly what happens."

"Yes I d.  I'll never be able to forget it" Ayla interrupted.

"You shouldn't. Soulmates are not happily ever after. People like us don't get that so shut up and start being better at ignoring him because always being around him is not helping" Emilia said.

"Maybe I can help you study. What's your grade in this classm" Alex said.

"It's um a D" Ayla said quietly.

"Oh, shit that's bad" Alex said.

"Yes, I know that" Ayla responded.

"Sorry I didn't-" Alex started but was interrupted by Ayla getting up. She walked out of the class asking the teacher to use the bathroom before leaving.

"God that bitch is annoying" Emilia spoke.

"No they are not they were just trying to help" Ayla said.

"Yah but they didn't do a very good job at seeing you're that you're on the verge of a panic attack" Emilia giggled.

"They didn't do that. You did. By talking about Cyrus and reminding me of mom and dad and all that shit" Ayla said frustrated and turned into the bathroom.

"What? Am I wrong? You're failing most of your classes and then in that stupid art class don't you have a couple assignment due soon? And you haven't even started. And like I said that stupid ass boy toy of yours is always around and causing you stress this is his fault. Your world flipped upside down because of him" Emilia yelled making Ayla shut her eyes and cover over her ears.

"Shut up shut up" Ayla said.

"No. I won't. You keep going like this you'll end up just like your fucking mom beck in call for a fucking man. Trust me Ayla I know you and you're not just some boys fucking toy. You are your own person, and love, especially with a man, will take that away. You'll be his. He will have control. Do you want to Ayla? Do you want to have no control like before? Making yourself little to fit into someone else's idea of you like a caged bird. You are not for that life. You need to be free, and that boy is just a cage ready to close his doors right when you're vulnerable" Emilia yelled into her ear.

"Stop! Please! Please stop" Ayla begged. She was crying at this point, her breath heavy. She could feel her heart pound so violently in her chest it made her want to just reach in and pull it out. She rocked back in forth with her hands around her knees hugging herself.

"You're crying now? God you're such a fucking bitch, you're just like her." Emilia whispered.

That's all that Emilia needed to say for Ayla to burst out crying.

"No! No I'm not! I can't be her! I can't!" she cried out. She couldn't breathe. She was so panicked she tried to get her breathe back but she couldn't. Her thoughts rumbled in her head, Emilia's floating around a million times over. Ayla began to hyper ventilate grabbing at her chest for it to begin working.

"I can't- I can't-" she breathed out feeling like she was going to die. She could hardly see through her tears. A never-ending stream, she pushed herself up so her hands and knees were on the floor. She breathed in and out trying to go back to ignoring the voices.

"Please go away! I can't! I can't anymore!" she cried out.

"Ayla" someone called out making her turn to them.

"Moon" Cyrus said realizing what she was going through. He didn't think twice before walking to her open arms ready to help her through this.

"No. Stop- stop- god fucking damn it you're everywhere." she said quickly pushing herself back against the wall.

"I can help. I just want to help" Cyrus said softly his voice almost broken.

"No, you helped enough please for the love of god go get a life leave me the fuck alone. You're always on my god damn dick everywhere I turn, bam! it's fucking you. Do you not understand? I don't want this I never asked for you- For fuck sake I never asked for any of this and I won't deal with it, so just this once, Cyrus JUST THIS FUCKING ONCE, TAKE A GOD DAMN HINT AND FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE" She yelled making him drop his arms. They both just looked at each other processing what just happened.

"I'm sorry. I pushed too hard. I'll leave you alone" he said quietly letting his eyes drop to the floor.

With that both of their hearts shattered into a million pieces.