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"He'll be fine- just a couple of stitches, we'll have to keep him over night since it's policy even if it was an accident " the doctor said.
"Um ok thank you so much" she said. One part of her pulled to him wanting to hold him but the other pulled away and was just barely stronger. She turned around and walked out the hospital getting in her car and driving home.
"I'll be there in the morning" Ayla said.
"No, you won't" Emilia told her. They sat there while Ayla hit her head looking up.
"Why is this so hard?" she asked.
"It wouldn't be if you listened" Emilia told her.
"Turn the car on and go home"
"I don't want to... I want to stay" Ayla protested. She let another tear slide down her face when she turned the keys in the ignition and pushed the gas slowly leaving the hospital.
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"Your just as good as them" Emilia screamed.
"I'm not" Ayla said dropping to her knees. They were in the kitchen barely entered the house before she filled her head with horrible thoughts.
"All their life ever since they met, they argued and hit each other and through things all your life you had to deal with the cops and cps is that what you want? You already argue with him"
"The only reason we argue is because I'm scared, I'm not scared anymore. I love him, we can work, it won't be like them, I won't let it!" Ayla screamed back.
"That doesn't work you fucking idiot. you want to get knocked up all early? You want this life for your kids huh? Ayla you want a bunch of traumatized kids with their mean ass mom and bitch ass dad?" Emilia said only getting louder. Ayla just crawled more into a ball then began trembling.
"There's nothing wrong with him, there isn't" she cried out.
"You're right it's all you, you're worthless you made him hurt himself. It's you who put him in the hospital. It's all your fucking fault" Emilia said whispering in her ear.
"I- no-"
"It's all your fault. If you care about him then you should just kill yourself, so he's not stuck with you anymore"
"No- I can't leave him" she cried as she felt suffocated like everything was closing in on her. She laid down on the floor grabbing at her chest almost like she was trying to reach into her chest and tear her heart out herself.
"Kill yourself maybe he'll find someone new and finally be happy. They'll be what you could never. He'll be happy and safe" she said getting louder and louder. Ayla banged her head on the floor trying to get rid of the voice.
"You'll kill him sooner or later leave him so he'll be ok, and he can be happy. He doesn't deserve someone so horrible you're the reason he hurt himself you hurt him that's all you do" Emilia said once again.
"Get up and go do it. He deserves more" Emilia said. Ayla slowly pushed herself up.
"I don't want to hurt him" Ayla cried reaching her feet with the help of the kitchen island in the middle of the kitchen.
"He deserves more "Emilia reiterated.
"He needs more" Ayla nodded then slowly walking to the bathroom. She could barely walk, too weak from crying. She barely reached the door before almost collapsing she pulled herself inside on the sink.
"That one, grab that one" Emilia whispered making Ayla reach and grab a bottle of pills.
"Take the whole thing" she said louder.
"I don't want to hurt him I don't want to leave him" Ayla said again her eyes flooded with tears.
"He will find someone better. You being dead is better than you being alive and hurting him every day" Emilia said pushing the bottle of pills down her throat.
"Swallow" she said.
Ayla fell to the ground after swallowing them all. Her head hit the wall making her head fill with agony. Her eyes got heavier and heavier until she couldn't hold them open any longer.
"I want to stay with you forever" she whispered.
"You are so bright I'm so glad you exist I'm so glad I got to see it I'm so lucky I get to experience your light and how bright it shines." Cyrus said making her heart calm at only his voice.
"Golden" she whispered.
"I'm so sorry sunshine" she breathed out.
"It's not your fault moon it's never your fault"
"It is. If I wasn't here you would have never done that, I put you in danger"
"If you leave me everything will fall apart Moon, I need you" he whispered back.
"But I'm already gone just give it a little time" she said.
"You won't be able to leave me that easy my beautiful moon" he said back pulling her up from the floor and cradling her in his arms.
"I thought I was sleeping" she said opening her eyes back up.
"You were" he whispered before her head dropped into his shoulders and she was gone.
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