Carolyn (A Black Veil Brides Fanfic)

Chapter 8

*Carolyn's POV*

Goddamn it! I've done it this time. The perfect couple is about to break up and it's my entire fault! They were the cutest couple and perfect for each other. Andy and I froze as Juliet looked towards us with anger and hurt in her eyes. I didn't know what to say, the alcohol having no effect on me anymore.

'Juliet...' Andy trailed off, 'w-what are you doing here?'

'I decided to surprise you so I flew out here. You weren't at the bus and your bus driver told me you were here. I guess I was the one surprised because I find you sucking face with this whore!' Juliet cried with tear-brimmed eyes. I felt horrible. I couldn't let Andy take the blame for this.

'Juliet please, it wasn't Andy's fault; it was mine. I was drunk and just please, call me whatever you want and hate me all you want just don't make Andy suffer...' I was hoping to convince her but by the look in her eyes she wouldn't believe a word.

'Don't try to fucking cover for him skank! You're probably just another band-slut anyway!' she screamed at me. I hung my head trying to hold back tears. I guess I deserved it though.

'That's enough! She is not a whore or a band-slut! It wasn't her fault; yes she kissed me first but I kissed back. If she hadn't kissed me first I would've kissed her!' Andy yelled at his girlfriend. I looked up at him shocked. From the corner of my eye I saw that Ashley, CC, Zach, Jake and Jinxx, along with others, had come over to see the commotion.

'I don't love you anymore Juliet and it's about time I said it. I hate that I'm doing this in this situation but we're through,' Andy said calmer this time. Juliet was crying now and I felt so guilty. She nodded and walked out sadly. I couldn't believe I caused this. Andy looked at me apologetically. People went back to drinking and dancing as the guys grouped around me.

'I-I am so sorry Andy...' I sobbed out. Just another thing a stupid bitch has to ruin. Before anyone could say anything else I ran out and back to the bus. I went straight for the small bathroom after grabbing a pair of black sweat pants and locked myself in. I dug through my make-up bag and found my precious. My blade. I didn't even protest with myself before making more scars on my thighs.

I deserved this, the pain. I had ruined the relationship of my idol. After being satisfied with the amount of blood I saw I cleaned it up, wrapped up the cuts and changed into the sweat pants. I cleaned my blade before burying it in my make-up bag once again. I walked out into the main room to see the band and Zach sitting around looking worried. All eyes turned to me as I came into sight. Damn.

*Andy's POV*

I really hope she wasn't self-harming in that bathroom. I know I should probably be trying to break down the door or something just to check on her but there really wasn't anything any of us could do right now. We had followed her here right after she ran out.

We all looked up at Carolyn when she walked in. She looked worried. I stood up and walked over to her so I was only inches away.

'Where's the blade?' asked her bluntly.

'W-what are you talking about?' she gulped trying to act innocent.

'I know you cut; I saw the scars on your thighs earlier. Now give me the blade,' I demanded. I saw Zach tense up. Carolyn started to tear up again.

'I'm sorry,' she whispered looking down. I got on my knees so I could see her eyes.

'Why do you do this to yourself?'

'Because I deserve it!' she raised her voice. Why would she think that?

'No you don't. What the fuck makes you think that?' I asked calmly.

'I'm just a stupid emo bitch that deserves pain! I've been told that my whole life! My parents disowned me, I have no friends besides Zach. I just ruined the most perfect relationship!' she began sobbing and I stood up pulling her into my chest. I rubbed her back soothingly. She pulled away after a few minutes.

'I'm just going to sleep this away,' with that she just walked to her bunk. I turned to the guys.

'We have to help her,' Ashley said. Everyone nodded in agreement. Zach's expression was blank.

'I can't believe I didn't know. I was only one that cared about her and I couldn't even help her!' Zach exclaimed.

'Dude, it's OK. There's nothing you could've done. She probably would've done it behind your back anyway. This isn't your fault,' Jinxx tried comforting him. We all called it a night and went to our bunks. I refused to go to my own without checking on Carolyn. I peered through her curtain to see her fast asleep. She looked peaceful. I climbed into my bunk and fell asleep quickly. This has been a long night.

~Hey guys! I really wish I could've updated sooner but I've been stressed and busy and yeah...anyway, I'm dedicating this chapter to Escape1My1Fate2 because of this awesome cover she made! She also writes awesome stories so go check them out! Vote, comment and thanks for reading!~