"Ugh" I groan switching off my alarm. "I don't wanna go to school. Do I really wanna do this?" I question myself. I guess I have to no matter what.
I get up and do whatever I wanna do and get dressed.
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(Or whatever you wanna wear)
I usually wear oversized sweatshirts and sweatpants but it's time for a change.
I say goodbye to my mom and leave for school. I always walk cause it makes me feel free.
I reach school and head to my locker like I always do. I was taking our my books when I hear some say "Damn fine ass you got there!" I recognised that voice in a second, it was Jaden, Jaden Hossler, one of the bad boys of our school. Him or his friends always find a way to embarrass me except Vinnie, Vincent Hacker, he never says anything to me.
His name sends shivers down peoples spine, he is most likely to break your nose even if you breath near him. He is said to have criminal records in the past which scares me the most that's why I never look at him but I just can't help and find this guy attractive, he is like a Greek God, not like he is a Greek God.
I feel someone's hand on my lower back, right above my butt, which makes me snap out of my thoughts.
"What the fuck?" I whisper yell and turn around. Jaden, of course. "Oh don't be surprised princess it's just me and don't say bad words I'm sure you don't want that pretty little mouth of yours to say these things like this." He says as his hand travels around my cheek. "Uh um- can you-" I was interrupted by the bell ringing. "I got to get to class." I say picking up him bag from the floor and start walking.
I felt Vinnie staring at me but I didn't look his way.
.......
AT LUNCH
I went to my locker to get a few things before going for lunch but to my unluck, Jaden and his friends were standing right infront of my locker which was.....open. I walked towards them and saw my diary in Jaden's hand. All of them trying to read it, except Vinnie who was glaring at his phone. All I could hear was them laughing. I froze in my spot and Nessa, Jaden's girlfriend looked at me.
"Oh look who's here." She says looking straight into my eyes.
She was really pretty, her perfect black hair, her makeup and dressing sense. Everything perfect.
"The girl who thinks that Vinnie is in love with her" Jordan says laughing.
I wrote everything I liked about Vinnie in that diary.
Vinnie looked up from his phone at me. My eyes filled with tears. I ran towards the bathroom, my bag fell from my arm but I didn't turn around to pick it up.
I stopped right outside the bathroom and started sobbing.
I am embarassed of myself.
I am ashamed of who I am.
I don't like myself.
I'm not worth.
I'm ugly.
I don't deserve anything.
I don't deserve to live.
My vision was too blurry, tears falling from my eyes non-stop. I felt the wall behind me and sat down and brought my knees to my face. I couldn't stop crying, it felt as if I was about to pass out any moment now and never wake up.
I heard footsteps walking towards me but I felt too weak to move. All I could see was a tall figure with dirty blonde hair.
"Hey y/n what's wrong?" The boy asked kneeling down infront of me.
I didn't respond. I couldn't speak.
"Y/n it's me Vinnie. Uh- are you okay?" He asked. I just embarassed myself infront of him and now I was having a breakdown infront of him.
I nodded my head no.
"Hey hey y/n just breathe it's alright I'm right here." He said trying to calm me down. I started to concentrate on my breathing and tears stopped falling down my face.
I could finally see. I looked at Vinnie, sitting infornt of me, one of his hands on my cheeks.
"Are you feeling okay?" He asked.
"Y-yeah I feel better. Thank y-you."" I replied, my voice sounded weird from crying.
"Yeah no problem. Here's your backpack." He said handing me my backpack.
The events that happened before my breakdown started flooding my mind.
"Thanks and uh- I'm sorry about my diary it just-"
"It's fine y/n I don't really care about what the others think about you but I think you're cool. And it's a relief to know that you like me back." He said, a smile on his face.
"You think I'm c-cool? And what to mean like me back?" I asked.
"Yes I think you are cool and pretty. And I like you y/n." He said.
(Imagine he just starts laughing and says he was joking 🙂🔫)
"No no you're joking I know you're pranking me." I say getting up and looking around for Jaden and the group.
"I'm not joking y/n." Vinnie says holding my hand.
I look at our hands and then back at Vinnie. "There's no way you like someone like me. There are so many other people you could be with who are so much prettier than me." I say.
"Too bad I only find you pretty and I get what I want. And I want you y/n. You." He said, staring dead into my eyes.
"But-" he interrupted me by smashing his lips onto mine. My eyes went wide. One of his hands on my cheek and the other one on my back.
He broke away from the kiss. "Are you just gonna stare at me or kiss me back?" He asked, which made me smile.
He kissed me again, this time more passionately, our lips moving in sync, our tongues dancing together. It felt like a dream.
(And the bell rang and I woke up, I was in class this whole time, sleeping. Lmao jk)
"You're gonna on a date with me later today and I'm not asking." He said grabbing my hand and taking me to the lunch room.
........
A/n
Link if you guys wanna part 2 cause I don't plan on writing one.
