Cure : Mortem - Completed

Mortem - 12

Yoseff's POV

Yoseff Aian Morales
(Cardiac Surgeon)

"Kahit pa anong sabihin mo.Ikaw pa rin ang dahilan kung bakit hindi na natin kasama si Ghien.Kasalanan mo to Zira."

I looked at them.They are glaring at each other even if they have tears on their faces.

Nakakapagod na palagi na lang akong makakarinig ng mga pagtatalo nila.Iba-iba man subalit palala na ng palala.Hindi ito yung inaasahan kong kahahantungan naming lahat.

"You're just fucking standing there and do nothing!You're pretending like your fighting with them but you're always stepping back.Akala mo ba hindi ko napapansin na kahapon pa yun!" Zarrie shouted again.Kahit na hindi niya yun sabihin, alam kong si Zira ang tinutumbok niya.

"Did I really did that?Really Zarrie?We all know that you are much stronger than me and you are expecting me to be like you?Anong gusto mong gawin ko?Magpakamatay para iligtas yung taong pinaka-paborito mo sa aming lahat?" Zira replied.

I became speechless.

Hindi ko alam kung sa paanong paraan namin sila aawatin.Ni hindi ko nga alam kung anong sasabihin ko kasi kanina ko pa silang gustong awatin.

Ni naisip ko pa nga magbato ng jokes para pagaanin man lang yung atmosphere pero tingin ko, walang epekto yun.It's not effective because the situation was heavy and they mad as hell.

"You didn't know the word sacrifice?"she asked back.Narinig namin ang pagak na pagtawa ni Zira while she's wiping her tears.

"Edi lumabas din ang totoo.You want me to die?Right?You want me to be the bait and not Ghien.Ano pa nga bang aasahan ko diba?Sa ating lahat?Ako yung bagong salta dito.Ghien was your bestfriend since you are in elementary while me?Basta lang akong naging parte ng grupong ito.Sabit lang naman ako dito eh.And I fucking feel that." Zira replied.Tumingin kaming lahat sa gawi niya at umiling-iling.

Hindi kami sang-ayon sa mga sinasabi niya kasi kahit na late siyang naging parte ng grupong ito, we never feel that she's new.She's really a good friend.

"Then good.Atleast aware ka diba?Pakiramdam ko nga, you really want us to die kasi wala ka namang ginagaw—"

"That's not true.Lahat ng efforts para matulungan kayo?Ginagawa ko.I know I'm weak and scared but I choose not to.I know I can't fight that much but I really tried my best para lang hindi maging pabigat sa inyo.I know I'm not that smart but I still help all of you and make efforts to find a solution for this fucking situation." Zira paused.She wiped her tears again and saw how she smiled at us while pretending that she's not hurt.

I want to comfort her.

"I tried everything I can pero ganun pa rin ba ako kawalang kwenta sa inyo?"

*Silence*

"Yes.And I regret having you as our friend.You better know that Zir—"

"Tama na Zarrie."pag-awat ni Quirrah then she stands between them.

"Wala na tayong magagawa pa about losing Niel, Naze and Ghien pero nakalimutan niyo na ba lahat ng pinagsamahan natin?Among us?You two are closest one.You guys are like siblings at hindi ako makapaniwalang mangyayari to sa inyo ngayon." Quirrah paused.She looked those two habang nakahalukipkip sa harapan naming lahat."Losing our  friends is one of the worst thing happened kasi di na natin ulit sila makakasama but losing this friendship?Paano tayo niyan lalaban kung ngayon pa lang, ganito na?Paano pa natin makukuha yung hustisyang gusto nating makamit kung tatalikuran natin ang isa't-isa?Be matured enough guys.Tayo-tayo na lang dito oh." mahabang paliwanag ni Quirrah.