[Hey guys! So sorry, UI've been busy with my other fan fictions :) Namely; Pale Flesh For My Devotin (Ashley Purdy) and Nobody's Hero (CC) I'm so convinced that I'll have a fanfic for every member of BVB xD This chapter starts in Eppi's POV just saying incase you guys get confused :D I wrote the rest in Andy's unless it goes back into Eppi's....I can't remember. All I know is I change to Andy in it. It's nice to take a break for Eppi's crazy over reactive brain xD Anyway! COMMENT! VOTE! FAN! JELLY BEANS!]
I woke up around 1pm. I didn’t want to get out of bed. I just wanted to bury myself and die. I can’t face the world anymore.
A knock came on my door. GO AWAY PEOPLE! LEAVE ME DIE!
“Eppi, you gonna get up?” Amy poked her head around the door. I nodded without looking at her. She then left me shutting the door.
I dragged myself from the covers and turned on my music so it blared and drowned out anything that could possibly make my life any worse.
I checked my phone and found I had 26 new mentions on Twitter, 3 new texts, 38 new tags on Facebook and 1 new email.
I dared look at my mentions.
Bad idea.
@blackwings Liar.
@blackwings Attention seeker.
She’s only seeking attention. I bet you it wasn’t even the real @AndyBVB @blackwings
15 retweets to prove @blackwings is an accident.
I looked at the retweets. 25. I threw my phone on the bed before I started crying again. I cried after mum had left. I cried after she had brought up my food. The plate was gone when I woke up but it wasn’t empty. I hadn’t even looked at it. I couldn’t face even food. I even cried myself sleep.
You’re so pathetic.
Shut up voice!
It’s true! Look at you! You’re here ignoring the man who you idolized since birth! He’s your dad.
I don’t care. He’s ruin everything! I mean, do you know the feeling when you want to scream, but can’t? Do you know the feeling when you want to cry, but can’t? Do you know the feeling when you want to die, but can’t? I don’t care if I never speak to him again!
Sometimes I wish…I wish…
ANDY
“We’ll see you tomorrow. You kids gonna be ok?” Mom asked as I hugged her goodbye. Her and dad we’re going to visit friends across the state before coming back for Christmas.
“We’ll be fine mom.” I told her and put my arm around Envy.
“Bye sweetie.” Mom smiled at Envy and then left with dad locking the front door.
“This is going to be so weird.”
“Why?” I looked down at my girlfriend.
“We’re living in a house together with our daughter for the first time.” She rolled her eyes. She was right. She and Eppi still lived with Ash even though she spent nearly her whole time, including nights, at mine.
“It’s kinda scary isn’t it?” I whispered more to myself but she nodded her response anyway.
“I’m going get lunch.” She kissed my cheek and went into the kitchen.
Left on my own in the hall it fell incredibly silent without Envy. I could hear Eppi’s pounding music. I did this. I did this to her. Am I a terrible dad? I just wanted to be the dad she’s been missing all her life.
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