Fighting Spirt (Ray and Norman x Suicidal Reader)

Chapter 4

Author's Note

I just wanted to thank xshiki_chiix
For the recent support of this book. It's actually the thing that motivated me to write this chapter so thank you again for giving me the motivation to write another chapter of this book. Hope you enjoy the chapter.

Author's Note End

       '' I knew you'd win Y/N!! " Kazuya said, leaping towards me. Surprised I almost didn't catch her on time.

 

  " Thanks Kazuya, " I said sitting down and leaning against the big tree by the house, with Kazuya on my lap.

 
  '' I want Y/N to hold me to " The blonde boy said, a childish pout adorning his face.

 
   '' Well come on over Tommy, there's plenty room for both of you, " I said Tommys face immediately lights up. His grin reaching all the way up to his sparkling big blue eyes.

      He sat down on my lap beside Kazuya, Tommy leaning on my right arm and Kazuya my left.

  It was really peaceful, the tranquility of the moment greatly helped sooth my mind. I loved how the shadow's danced around the sun.

  I loved cuddling with Kazuya and Tommy. I loved how everyone seemed so happy in this little moment in time. The joy so clearly evident on there faces.

     I wish I could be that happy all the time, sadly I'll have to settle for  moments like these.

     '' Children time for lunch " Isabella called, the children flocking to the doors of the house. Kazuya and Tommy still lay on my lap, unaware of the danger there in. I will not let her take them. Don't worry you two big sis will keep you safe I thought looking at my lap.

     Though it is lunch time and they do need to eat, I'll have to wake them up.
     
'' Kazuya, Tommy come on wake up it's lunch time, you have to wake up and grab some food to eat so your not hungry later " I said gently shaking there shoulders.

       '' Big Sis, what time is it? " Little Tommy asked rubbing his eyes tiredly.

      '' It's currently lunch time Tommy, you got to go in and grab a bite to eat " I said giving him a small smile.

      '' Ok, but are you coming? " He asked with the cutest expression on his face.

     '' Yeah, I'll be right behind you Tommy I just have to wake up Kazuya first " I told him.

    '' Ok, I'll wait for you here then " Tommy told me as he patiently sat down beside me leaning up against the big tree.

      '' Come on Kazuya, wakie wakie " I repeated once again gently shaking her shoulders. Though soon after I did so she started stirring in her sleep.

     '' Y/N, is it lunch time yet, I'm absolutely starving over here " She groaned holding her tummy.

     '' Yes Kazuya it's lunch time now, though if you don't hurry up there might not be any lunch left for you " At my words she bolted straight up and started making her way to the doors of the house.

       '' Coming Tommy? " I said gingerly holding out my hand to him. Smiling broadly he toke my hand and we both made our way to the doors of the house.
 
    Kazuya already way ahead of us. Pushing open the doors me and Tommy walk through them a slight clang could be heard when they closed behind us.

     '' Y/N, Tommy over here!! " Kazuya yelled over to us excitedly. She was quite visibly bouncing up and down in her seat.

     '' Y/N come sit with us " Emma yelled to me across the room a beaming smile on her face. Norman was sitting beside her with Ray being across from the two. Not wanting Ray, Norman and Emma to worry about my eating habbits. I turn towards the opposite direction from the trio and towards to were Kazuya sits.

     Me and Tommy sit down with Kazuya unaware of the dejected look that lies upon Emmas face. I continue to watch Kazuya and Tommy blissfully enjoy there meals not knowing the worried filled glances sent my way.

     After lunch I tryed my best not to encounter Emma, Ray and Norman. And despite my best efforts to avoid them I still failed. When it was close to bed time the finally got me in a corner. Only it was Ray and Norman who had pushed me into the corner, Emma was who knows where.

    '' Hi guys, so how you've been doing, nice weather out there " I said trying to pretend I hadn't been avoiding them for half a day.

    Ray just gave me the are you fricking serious look. And Norman just kept smiling which was honestly pretty creepy given the circumstances were currently in.

     There probably angry at you, I mean who wouldn't be angry, you've been avoiding them for half a day after all.

      '' Are you guy's angry at me? " I asked voicing my rapidly growing concerns.

      Norman sighed '' No were not angry with you Y/N, were just worried about you " He said trying to make eye contact with me but finding it difficult as I just keep looking at the floor.

     Starting to get frustrated by my inability to maintain eye contact Ray just started asking me questions them getting more and more personal by the second. This scared me, it scared me a lot.

    '' Y/N why didn't you eat anything at lunch today? "

       Don't tell them, they will not    want to be friends with you anymore if you tell them.

  
      '' I just wasn't hungry Ray, is that a problem? " I questioned my fear of this situation increasing.

     Ignoring my retort he moved on to the next question.    '' Y/N how come you've been avoiding us? " Ray questioned.

       My eyes downcast on the floor I answered him   '' I haven't been avoiding you guys, where did you get that idea from? " I lied trying to save my own hide. I don't want them to know somethings wrong, if they find out it will not lead to good things.

     Ray was very clearly not happy with this answer and gave me an unamused look. Norman just stood there seemingly not quite sure what to do in this kinda situation.

    Deciding to become an active member of this conversation Norman asked his own question.

    '' Y/N can you please show us your arms? " He asked me as my whole body just froze, time seemed to slow down. This situation didn't feel real anymore. I didn't want it to be real anymore, I just wanted to wake up and find out this was all a very very bad dream.

     Sadly reality wasn't on my side today. This wasn't a dream and I was actual stuck in this awful situation.

   And without thinking I said   '' No ".

To be continued

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