Her Little Angel

chapter - 4

Lisa pov

"Come down for breakfast lali. You'll be late for your university". I heard my mom yells from the kitchen.

Why she have to be this loud? I groaned as i push over the duvet to the side and sit up straight on the bed with sleepy eyes.

It's still 7.30 am. But i wanna sleep more. Who will understand me? I pouted as i hung my head low.

Suddenly my eyes widen at the sight of my pyjama top was wet.

Huh? What's this?why it's wet? I muttered and touch the shirt and its really wet and cold.

I don't understand a bit. I'm really sure that i stopped peeing when i was eight years old.

Is water spilled on the bed? Or may be oppa did it to make fun of me?

I thought while holding the shirt. I tried to smell it. But nothing.

I checked my bed and the duvet on the side, but still there's nothing wet apart from the place i slept and my shirt.

"Lisa, are you coming or not!!!!" You being too late for your uni.

My mom's words will definitely gonna break my eardrum.

"Arghh mom! I'll be down after i fresh up. Don't yell too much!"

I yelled back for her to hear me.

Aish, i should get going now. If not she will be mad for sure.

I said to myself and get off from the bed.

I walked past through my bed to the bathroom door and open it.

I close it behind me after i went in. Ignoring the coldness of my chest because of whatever it is, i took the brush from the stand and put on the paste and started brushing.

After i finished brushing my teeth, i clean my mouth with water.

I really am feeling something
weird. But i don't know what it is.

Something felt heavy on my chest.

I looked my reflection in the mirror and smiled. I love my teeth and my smile.

I started humming a song as i opened my shirt button by button.

When i look back at the mirror, my smile faded and my hum stopped when i witnessed something.

On my chest.

My eyes widen at the sight as fear consumed me.

Drop after drop, the white liquid that sent me shivers from my spine.

I can't believe my own eyes. My tears started to fell. My heart beats fast.

I wanted to believe it's not what I'm seeing it is. But it's real.

I buttoned up again my shirt as i walk back towards the door and unlocked it and walked back to my bed.

I crawled upto my bed and curled up into a ball as my tears threatens and continue to fall.

I don't even know myself what I'm feeling. I don't wanna go to uni. Neither i don't wanna leave my room. I just wanna stay here and die.

What did i do that turned me into
like this? Did i do something wrong? Did i toom drugs?

I feel my shirt is getting wet again. It made me cry even more.

I sobbed quietly hiding myself in my room not to be seen by anyone.

It should be a dream right? It is. I wanna wake up soon.

I tried to close my eyes and sleep but none of it worked making me accept that it's real and I'm wide awake.

I'm still young and why this was only happened to me.

I'm sick. I hate myself.