A Gift and a Curse (Camilo angst)

Chapter five

~5 hour's later~

I wake up noticing blood dripping from my head 'Crap-' I touch my forehead seeing blood drip from my hand to the ground how can I explain this to Mamá? I'm dead meat- "Camilo?" 'Yes Mateo?' "Are you hurt do you need bandages?" 'Yes- Mamá's gonna kill me' "It's fine here" I feel a bandage go around my forehead and the bandage tighten and Mateo come closer to my face "Don't worry this won't hurt at all" I widen my eyes to help my view 'Thanks Mateo' I say getting up from the wall "Were do you think you're going?" Mateo says pining me back to the wall 'Mateo-' Mateo grabs my shirt pulling me into a kiss I begin crying my eyes out trying to push him off of me crying harder before he forces his tongue in my mouth I get pushed onto the brick wall more before Mateo lets me go of the kiss and moves closer to my ear whispering "Camilo did I mention how amazing off a body you have?" He says lowering down to my neck ' you said this wouldn't hurt-' I love you too Camilo Mateo says marking up my neck I choke on my tears trying to stop panicking but nothing works nothing helps if anything I begin to cry even more before Mateo lets go of my neck "Mi amour Calm down" 'I- hate you so much you are a horrible- person' "Are you sure I'm a horrible person? You could've ran away when I let go of you and yet you wanted to sit and talk with me see you later Camilo I really loved our chat maybe we should do it again sometime?" Mateo says walking off It could've been worse so many people have it harder then you it was just a kiss- nothing more Calm down Camilo I get up and walk it off I just want to go home I just want everyone  to be okay I'm happy everyone's happy nobody just wasted there first kiss on a stupid person I open the Castia doors and running into my room shutting the door as quietly as possible "Camilo were where you?" 'I was at for a late night walk' "I walk at 1am?" 'That's why it's late!' I say walking pass Luis taking my shoes then laying on my bed "Camilo are you sure you're ok?" 'Yes now shove off' "Camilo are you sure?" I sit up straight on the wall looking at Luis 'Luis if you ask me that one more more time' Luis says sitting on the bed with me "I'm just trying to help" Luis says touching  my hand before I pull away breathing heavily 'Don't touch me!' I say pushing Luis away from me "Camilo did something happen on that walk-" 'No nothing at all-' "What about you're neck?" 'Why about you minding you're own business-' Luis pulls me into a hug crying his eyes out "Camilo talk to me please" 'Luis it's just I you're brother-' Luis hugs me tighter before I start crying with him too 'It happened so fast and-' "Camilo it's fime you couldn't do anything go to sleep goodnight Camilo" 'Goodnight Luis' Luis Lays me down on my pillow still holding on to me. "It's gonna be fine"