I open my eyes back up and get out of bed before closing my window going to my bathroom grabbing the knife and dragging it along my skin I try not to be extremely loud Dolores might wake up them I would be in trouble I put knife down before wrapping my arm in bandages I get up and dry the knife off before throwing it in the trash can and going back to my bed before falling asleep
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I wake up at and look outside the window seeing the sun coming up I look at the alarm 5:16 I warp up in my cover hearing my stomach growl I feel my arms go numb again every second its like I lose myself every second it's like I'm not Camilo Madrigal It's like I wasn't ment to be here like everything would be better if I disappeared I can't take care of myself I can sleep for hours and still have bags under my eyes I can't do anything I start crying to myself trying to go to sleep it's no use I look at the time 5:26 only four minutes until someone has to check on me and becomes annoying and pushy- "Camilo it's time for breakfast! Camilo?" I hear the footsteps coming closer and closer before they stop "Camilo it's time to wake up" 'I'm not hungry today' I feel some light rain pour down on me it's Mamá great "Camilo Isabella told me what happened and that's ok you don't have to eat with us just sit with us at the dinner table 'Why should I you'll just talk about how I'm not always there no thanks' The rain becomes heavier and some lightning strikes "Camilo-" 'Mamá I said no I'll eat with you guys when I want to not when you force me leave me alone' I stuff my face into my pillow trying to sleep "I gave you the easy route Camilo" Mamá's footsteps get smaller and then the door slams shut I'm dead and I know it
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A Gift and a Curse (Camilo angst)
ActionCamilo can't stand people any longer and wants to die lately he has to many bullies not to mention Abuela who won't give him a break end yet nobody notices Ngl this is possible gonna be gay so-
